Have had two sleeps today. In the second one I experianced a Vertigo Attack in the Dream World. I remember it clear as the big blue clear skys of Montana.
At this moment! I feel my muscles and bones ache and pain from an unseen assult. A fine damned good old fashioned ass stomping. As if I now begin the post vertigo attack symptoms enmasse.
The increase in nausea with some productivity and my throat sore to the top. Sweating and perspiring as I woke and off and on since. The increase in dizziness, as if I wear a dizzy ball cap. The uncoordination; an emblance that creates this idiotic flacid shell of a man, who just a few years ago was strong and was a worthy adversary and Warrior in and of life.
Now, sounds of roaring crikets in my right good bad ear, distract me from this task at hand...
...not that writting is a task. I enjoy communicating with others...
...it's the task of trieng not to over complicate the matters. Say what has to be said and move on. Mind my spelling, edit if necessary. On and on.
The noises in my Deaf Left ear ceate an almost stereo affect with the right. But not so, really. My Deaf ear is listening to the beeping we have at cross walks to assist them who can not see. It's just that this cross walk has been stuck for the blind to walk for the past three hours. Really?
By the way, I know based on experiance that it is too damned possible for a patient to have a vertigo attack/Meniere's Attack in their sleep. I've had this happen before this afternoon's sleep. The last time was in the night...
...it's weird and almost nightmarish in Dream World. There's no controlling this foicken drama in Dream World neither. Powerless I am.
The virus has had it's fair share of sypmtoms. Many shadow the sypmtoms of the meniere's. Like the dizzy - are these enhanced by the infection? Nausea? Enhanced? I don't know. I'm a mess. With the infection - I have also been coughing, sneezing, sinus pains, sinus activity, my skull feels "Swo" (swollen), and I still would bet there's sinus in the back of my skull. Head pains, neck pains, sadness pains.
Voice's of others have visited...conversations I can not translate.
Thoughts of blood...thoughts of bleeding. Thinking where is my Warrior?
..........this dreamer still cry's for the Nightbird.........
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