And Now For Something Completely Different

................................The Randomizer...............................

Let it be known that what-ever it is I share and present here this wee hour of morning 0019, on this present date of 10 September 2011, is truthful and known fact. There is a dark night out of doors with an off/oddly shaped Moon. So brillantly beautifully bright.

...city lights didn't drown out the stars above my head here in the North-West County. We are far enough away from downtown lights to see the millions of stars out there. I stopped to gaze and felt the awe in my little boy heart. As a boy I wanted to be an astronaut like Captain Neily, in the "I Dream Of Jeanie" television show. Hell, I must have been 10 years of age then. I had a crush on Jeanie.

I have always thought Gillighan and the Capt. were lover's. They fought like husband and husband. Oui? Oui.

I stood outside for a spell, until the skeeter's drove me in. I was looking at a Fall Moon approaching. Thinking I better be getting a Moon tan on...

...I feel in my Spirit's, with my Spirit's I got lost in space for a spell...

...and even if I did it was as it was, Kindred, even but for a short time there was a place called "alright" in my heart. Tonight, I can share my heart is warm and my Spirit's are full.

My Aunt and I did in fact make it to our visit with the government at the government office. Speaking on an I and I point of view, my piece was a disappointment, but I now have a picture in mind as to what I am waiting for and what it is will become of my relationship with the folks down at the government's office. My Dear Aunt, she stayed with me for my visit. I suspect she picked up on my uncomfortablness - as in my Dear Aunt, "read me honey". I was so happy! I had so many questions running through my skull's brain and I was perspiring, my hearing was like shit even with my processor attached to my implant. Right. Let me say simply, Tia/Aunt, thank you so very much for being there with me and for me. This is something I'll carry all my life. Thanks again Tia! I love you.

I don't want to speak of Meniere's Disease tonight. Or infection and anti-infection pills that make one break all sorts of wind. Sorta like speaking from both ends...

My daughter's and my dearest best friend and wife are the beacons of light that keep me going. The WOmen in my life are my Shero's. From my youngest daughter who just celebrated her 27th year on Earth Mother...

...I mean, she's my baby. My eldest daughter who is off in a place far and away, celebrates her 30th soon. My dear little tiny baby.

As a Man and as a Father, I am proud to list my grown baby's as a couple of my Shero's. My bride of 31 years and my BFF for 36 years is my Shero. My Ma and four sisters are my Shero's. My dear and darling 91 year old grandmother has been a Shero of mine since I was born and way before the term Shero came about. Oh my Abuela, as long as I live, my heart is yours. My Aunts on all branches of the Family's Tree are my Shero's. My WOmen cousins are my Shero's...

...I have WOmen friends who are and have been my Shero's of present day. My dear Old Kindred Spirit, she has been with me through some trecherous times in this past twenty-some years. My dear Medicine Woman, who live's up the road a liitle road trip. My years long relationship with a WOman who guided me through life altering events, my dear Stewie. She was there to witness me turning myself inside out. There another, I would like to mention real quick with-out betraying her confidance. She is known by many, many people's and she is known as a power WOman, AND she is. So then, I shall consider her name, She-Who-Flys-With-The-Eagles. My dahlin', She-Who-Has-Many-Ei's, who lives where the Cherokee roamed, you are in fact a Real Alive Earth Angel. Mine, ya know?

All of my Sista's-from-other-Mista's! All around this globe our Earth Mother are me Shero's. Them who have survived the cancer, them who are fighting the cancer and my Angel Shero's who have crossed because of this really fucked up disease...

...I know this, when I am in the company of these WOmen, I am charged up. Stoked! Ha! Never thought I would use that word in life! LOL! But seriously, my Heart, Mind, Spirit's and the all of my being is inspired and motivated by the Shero's in my Circle and beyond...

These Relations I have with each and every one of my Shero's, I may call them WOman Warriors, and know in my DNA - all would approve.

I LOVE YOU ALL!

Yes, my dearest Tia, I've alway's known this, you being my Shero. Remember this, as you were observing me grow as a child to an adult - I was observing you grow into a very strong and powerful WOman. I am blessed to say you are my Shero.

My Dear God. Amen.