I will communicate in matters of the now and of these moments...
I am dizzy and have difficulty focusing on the words I wish to share. Seems as if I must stop to check and recheck my wordage. My spellng, and such. Over and over...
Taking sick has really shown me how much I must push myself even harder to get things done. Even up and over being dizzy, clumsy and uncoordinated. I fell earlier. No damage done - no problem. Got to keep pushing. My skull feels as if it's swollen. May face hurts! WTF?!
I have the liquid BM's. Gross I know, but don't you know the level of disgust I feel at this moment?
Nausea is mid-high and productive. I have had some type of misting, perspiration, and sweats through-out today. At this moment I feel a necklace of perspiration and a bead of it sliding down my chest.
With-in the hour I had a loud long beep in my right ear. The listening work percentage is very low today. Both of my ear's are affected by this flu and get full now and then. Oh yes, have listened to many crickets deep within the ear hole. So loud it seems as if I am in the center of whatever it is creating this sound.
In my left Deaf ear I hear a loud frequency noise that sounds like the bing....bing.....bing of a long lost submarine. I suspect they are Canadian and are right off the Gulf Coast.
The Worms have played today. At rest right now. Only and for always on/in the left side of my skull. Look, I have to be for real about something, there have been more than two times I have knocked myself pretty damned hard - trying to knock the sh** out of these worms. No, it's not worked. Yet. But it sure does hurt.
This neck of mine must be near damned broken because it hurts so damned much - at this moment.
My whole body feels like it has been invaded by yet another unwanted guest.
Soon my spouse will be home. I want to connect and spend time with her. My daughter will be home in a short while too.
Being home alone all day sucks so bad.
Oh well, what can you do, when you live in a shoe?
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