I am having issues with www.blogger.com on my AOL. I have had to venture out here to the whole E-whatever it is. I'm nervous because I have not blogged from out here before. So, please pardon me if I start weirding out...
...it figures some dumb ass stuff would come up! Damn it to those Murphy's!
I don't feel worth a damn this morning. Was able to spend a few minutes with Brenda before she went to work, which thus far has been the positive of my morning. Oh wait! Finding a couple videos of Mile Davis was a very positive thing. Other than that, IMMA two hundred-some pound pile of cow dung. I will take a sleep before I go to my pulmonary doctor's appointment at 1500. No, really I don't feel worth all that and a bag of fried plantains...
...if anything I feel a fool over myself for letting this infection go on and on as it has "over the past four days". Yes, yes, I know there was break down in doctor and patient communications, but damn! I'm the ill one and am the one who has slept life away since Monday! Yes, you know I'm the fool for sleeping my life into a past - tence. But then , we know this happens every Meniere's/Vertigo Attack. Don't I! Shit!
What then am I to do? Meniere's has me too freaking tight and this infection has spread. I'm so sore I ache from my skull to my toe knukles.
And still exhausted! Every sypmtom is out and messing with me too damned much today damn it. I gag on nothing and am coughing up some rubbish. Please, let me sweat alone, lay my dizzy ass down to bed and I'll drift off to slumber!
Oh please! Oh please! Let something get done soon, because I'm tired of being this damned fool who is in a perpetual state and cycle of illness...
...any Man or WOman can only take so much madness before the time comes!!
If all goes well and yes I pray it will, I'll "holla" at you all, my Relations later on.
John Wayne, you there?
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