He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, called in medications for me yesterday afternoon. Yes, another oblong-odd-colored pill to swallow. My dear spouse picked them up for me on her way in from work and I began the regimen last night. I suppose I won't feel any better for a day or few, but I hoped I would feel some difference overnight. Ha!
From whence this helicopter from FOX Network News, hoovering over the lodge comes, I don't know. It's well beyond me and my wildest dreams...
...I have looked - but there is no helecopter. My Deaf Left Ear is in the torture chamber this morning. Messing with me something shitty as I am ill besides having to let The Meniere's do as they wish.
I am dizzy at a 6.
I am nauseated at an 8.5 with some productivity. I perspire and sweat this morning. Seems to me I would loose extra weight because of these sweat sessions. Alas, it's but a wish.
I am having to use my walker today. The balance and coordination is way off. My Inner Compass spins with reckless abandon. Thus it is necessary I wimp/wuss out. After a few falls/smashes with hard Turkish tile, cement, the street, Mother Earth...
...the concept of falling becomes a reality. A very truly terrible reality.
My right ear is having yet another ill performing morning. Perhaps a D+. Am listening to a beep, beep, beep, in this, my right ear. These beeps are the sounds of somebody pressing the key pad of a telephone. I am home alone. I mean, it might could be Ting Ting, my beloved hound calling a beau, I don't know. I wouldn't mind so much if I knew this to be true...
...the right ear hole to the brain has accompanied my Deaf Left ear to the torture chamber. You bleeding bastards.
The pain at the base of my skull is mild at this moment. Earlier it hurt me in a most disgusting way. My skull and head are still in a swollen state. Not really. But this is the way they still feel to me. I suspect my face is truly swollen because of this infection - but, Dude, my skull is still the same ole bobble head it has always been.
My chest feels hallow, so I am knowing the infection has spread to my lungs. I actually may have mentioned this a couple/few days ago. I had no idea it was turning into this though. Have not mentioned to my dear. She has so much on her plate as it is.
Have an appointment next Thursday afternoon.
I have been successful in fighting the Sleep. Even with this yucky stuff going on in my skull and lungs. Heck, if I should die I want to be alive so I can experiance it. So, I remain awake. Awake to continue picking up my little ten pound kettle bar and doing one hundred lifts per arm. If able I do more...
...I am horrified of this excess weight on my body. Yes, I know I have lost weight, it's just there's still so much to lose.
I am gagging...
Today my dear aunt and I visit the government at the government office. I want to prepare for our visit.
My heart is warm.
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