I think I'll share first of all, that the "missing" does not get better with time. Not yet anyways. And I don't think from me so much, I have cried every day since my daughter flew to the other side of our Earth Mother. We have this scary thing on the computer where we are able to see and speak daily, it's free and free is for me - but damned technolgy is too much for me. It's quite cool this skype. It looks as if the computer is looking at me at this moment. I just try not to think about all the science of it and I'm fine.
NOTE: FYI! I have begun to read Webster's Basic Thesaurus today and expect I will take pleasure and am enthusiastic as all get out about it. To my dear friend, the beautiful and sweet "Miss. Saint Petersburg", Florida thank you very much for this splendid recommendation. The only regret is I did not begin this reading earlier. Betcha it's on now! XXX's and OOO's Dahlin'!
On to the Meniere's Disease. The pain in my skull continues to get worse as does the worm activity that brings pain with it. The pain in my neck remains to be such a trouble. I see He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, later this week. We will have a nice talk. Also look forward to one of his Christian Bear Hugs...free medicine!
My Deaf Left Ear has been hearing explosions over the past week or so. Clear as a clear damn Florida sunny day - and loud as hell too. Boom or a bang! Look, I hear them. My bride and daughter do not. I re-act to what I percieve to be an explosion and this irritates them. Hell, I wish I had a symptom or some sort of notice before someone shoots off that damned cannon. Reminds me of Mary Poppins, with the ole retired ex-Navel Officer, remember? I just don't have any set times on these explosions. Other than the explosions today, I have also listened to "As The Beep Goes On" and Morris Code to Guam. The translation is of a friend franticly attempting to get ahold of one of his Friends For Life. It seems that many attempts have been made with negative results. Yet this friend sends out Morris Codes damned near every hour...
...my Right-Good-Bad Ear, was just not doing it today. Silence visited a couple few times today. Hearing was a difficult task today. NOTE: One does not know how exhausting it is to be Deaf and HH. Come on. Imagine how many times a day I ask for a repeat, how many times I have to flash back twenty seconds on televison with hopes to understand what was said. Shit, there've been times when I've gone through an entire show and had not understood a freakin' word. Blah, Blah, Blah. Yackity-Yack-Yack-Yack. Same-same.
...so I sit with my Lady's and do the P.T. excersises K-Lo, taught me or use the Kettle Bar. Will also use this weired rubber hose Reebok manufactured to do various arm strengthening. Probably not to bad for my heart and lungs. True?
...Bren, took me out to a small department store this afternoon and this place was a maze of noises. It was really some heavy stuff. Broke me out in a sweat and it's mates, nausea and dizziness. It has been since the airport that I stepped out. Today was Good medicine! Even with the noise issue - I needed to get out. I did not go to Dream World today. Yesterday and Friday, I spent most of life asleep. With this scene, I don't know if it's Meniere's related or depression related. I am postive it's not medicinally induced because I use my medication as directed. For them on an as needed order, I follow the order as it is written. On an as needed basis. I stretch my medication's out Honey! Oh yes, thank you Wife for getting me out for a stretch. Thank you for the thesaurus too! Whew! I can't wait to bite into it.
K-Lo! Sir, if you're still reading my words I want to share with you that my bride also purchased a medium sized ball for my thigh muscle enhancements and strenghtening. Thank you for the idea!
God Bless the families of our troops shot down across the big pond. God Bless those who are there right now. And God, please bless the families and friends of all of our men and WOmen in uniform.
God Bless America.
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