03 August 2011

It is 3/4 past noon here in Tampa, Florida. There is a steady and silent rain, no thunder or lightening yet. Please stay away lightening, as I wish to chat a spell with Kindred...

...this morning was a most uncomfortable one. I have been fighting the sleep with success. I do not want to sleep today. My darling daughter heads out to the Middle East in the morrow morning. I want to spend every possible minute with her. Over heard her having a sweet talk with her Tia/Aunt/My Baby Sister. Eased my mind, Spirit's and Daddy Heart. I remember seeing her come into this place, Our Earth Mother as if it were just a few years ago. I am pleased and so blessed to have two Honorable daughters. What more could a Dad ask of his children. She's spreading her wings like an eagle. My heart is good and warm. The bottom line is this; "She's a grown ass WOman"...what can I do?

The "WORMS" come first today on this sypmtom update because there is now a certain pain associated with these sensations and my Left Deaf ear has an ache in my skull, below the left ear. I have experianced discomfort in the past, but these pains are different. The worms have been active for a few...

...this same ear has had some sort of communications with them in Sri Lanka, as there has been some extraordinary beeping going on. Some short beeps and some that last seconds at a time. I attempt to reply but my Morris Code transmitter has in-coming only. What else can one do when one get's these bleeding beeps - day after day after day after day after day.

My Right-Good-Bad ear, has been hearing voices and the sounds of a street buster/drill, like the one's used to destroy pavement, streets, roads and such. Shit! Sometimes I think to myself, "Duuuuuuuuude, how much more can you handle these foiken noises!"

Wait! My Left Deaf Ear heard an explosion just a bit ago! No really! It was so loud, so there, so believing, so real...

The balance and coordination has been quite off today. Yes, I walk with purpose and am safe.

Nausea is high. Have been perspiring and or sweating the all of today. No productive nausea. My dizziness is a steady six and it's time for medication. I promise.

Last night was a scarey night for me. Too many nightmares, with each one I awoke to see odd things.

NOTE: I submit this as an incomplete posting. Today is the 5th August 2011.

Let me begin anew. Please...

Until then...