I am riding an easy dizzy and nausea pony at this very moment! I do have a cool perspiration about me...misting? I am so pleased to share something positive about this meniere's house of fright and fear that I just had to mention at the this damned minute, I'm easy.
This is one of those diseases that are under the skin, or in my ears, or in my skull. A cousin made a mention of an invisable disease earlier today. Thanks cousin Cowgirl! I needed to read those words and listen to them with my ear hole to the brain. Maybe this meniere's rubbish is cloaked? Because, when the shit hit's the fan after a Meniere's attack - there is a strange bit for the eye's to see. Especially the eye's of others. Who don't know why I may be an unusual sort, bumping and banging into furniture that seems to jump right out at me. Not really, but damn, may I get one day without a bump or scrape or bruise. Oh, and the falling piece. This is a daily concern which becomes a daily stress. A daily factor in what I do or can't do. I hate the sudden fall-for-no-damn-good-reason falls. Just opps, the ole dude has fallen again! How is it that I now trip on my own two 12.5's, or tripped by a peeble or fall over absolutely nothing. Nothingness.
Earlier today, the nausea was ugly high. As it was last evening when I had productive nausea. Earlier this morning I was dizzy and perspiring for a good few hours.
My right ear just made a loud "pop"! Which really did startle me. I have the musical group "We Are Augustines", playing at a good volume to assist the right ear hear something other than the Everglades. This is one of those groups I wish I could have heard with both ears. Loudly!! These band mates are seriously good and make excellent music.
My Left Deaf ear is listening to the ocean as if listening through a Conch Shell or as one would while laying at the beach...waves, water, wind et al.
This has been the case off and on all day yesterday and today.
The worms in my skull are at play.
I am compelled to believe there is something more to my life than this. NOTE: Just heard a whoshing sound in my Left Deaf ear. There has to be something more I can do! There has to be something that we as my "Better Health Care Team" can do! I mean, really, damn it?
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