Will Be Going Single Side Deaf

Due to my most recent procedure yesterday, I will be going at life full speed ahead on the SSD. The Single Side Deaf mode of communicating, for at least the next two weeks. Perhaps longer. All depends on whether doctor is satisfied with the way the wound heals or not. I am having to wear the medically necessary cream at site of procedure and do not wish to damage my BAHA processor. Should more cuts be necessary, I'll cross them when I get to them. For now, I am able to forecast where I am headed with this nice new hole in my head. Misery.

Sleep did not happen last night nor this morning. I am exhausted and believe enough so to sleep, but the throbbing pain on my scalp is crazy painful. Damn it, and is keeping me from sleep.

I absolutely love the gift of foresight and clairvoyance. This is a special gift from the One God. Sometimes it troubles me to see the things I see, but I have had this gift and passion for it since childhood and it has certainly been a blessing for me and many others. I do not pound my chest like an ape out to impress. I simply share what it is I see with others when I see them in a vision. There are times when I do not share what it is I have seen. I am not comfortable with even the slightest concept of having altered the Path of another. I approach these visions with caution and respect and share the same when I have made contact with them on the other side.

Within the past week, I am aware that my Aunt Billie, has been here for a visit. The scent of her Jasmine has been rich and as wonderful as the jasmine Aunt Billie grew out side of her house in Avon Park, Florida. This smell memory brings happiness and joy to my heart and reminds me of how blessed I was to have had my dearest Aunt Billie, be such an influence on my life and path. A Genuine Southern Lady, my Aunt Billie, went deaf later in her life and had suffered from Loss Of Hearing for many years. My Grandpa Roy, dealt with the same and I wonder just how many more of my Kinfolk suffered from Hearing Loss and I consider is it quite possible that my Kinfolks had the Meniere's too.

I knew weeks if not months ago that there was something heading this way with the cut and snip of my head. Shoot, I forgot how accurate and damned painful these premonitions can be.