Sir Dude, My Therapist And My Third Appointment Of The Week

Kind One's,

I have big plans for my gathering with Sir Dude at his office tomorrow. This visit will be the third of the week and how apropos that this would be with my therapist. I am fit for an excellent mental enema. I swear I am. It really has been a spell since my last one, so this is quite fitting. Timely too, as these past three weeks have been mega emotional for me and I have spent much time crying and shedding more and more tears. (My ears are roaring bad. Similar to what I would experience sometimes after an awesome concert). I am certain that there is no need for an increase in any medications or a visit with anybody else's psychiatrist to be involved with me and my life. There's enough therapists, counselors, doctor's and friends in the field I can reach out to. Sir Dude, please prepare for one Mental Flossing and that excellent mental enema, alright? Okay? Sir Dude?

I am not afraid of these tears. There is a Warrior and a rather strong Survivor sitting here. I want to think of these tears as if they are an investment in my emotional futures. I say futures because I look forward to what it is that is before me on this path. I am eager to see with my own four eyes what it is my investments bring back to this address. Fuck Folk, I have been working so hard to get back to right here. Right at this point on this date 07 March 2013. There have been so many victories and so much gained. Lives have been changed. Especially this writers.

Yes, I do see and smell issues ahead and realize that there will be many more bridges to cross. So I will cross each one as I get to it. For now, there is much more to do, much more to prepare for, by me for I and my emotional and physical futures. Making changes for the betterment in life. So, I work hard. And then, even harder, because I have been told too many times by too many Kin that I can not. Bull Dung. Personally, I don't have time for that negative energy around me - this is a motivating factor in change of Neurologist. No doubt a very large deciding factor. That in itself was a huge step ahead for me, you see? I had remained loyal to a practice not loyal to me, so I did what I had to do. Done for the betterment of me and the advancement of my Emotional State of Health, which then flows into the betterment of my Physical State of Being. Sir Dude!