Today has been a day of occupying my mind to keep it off of this pain in my skull. The site of operation continues to trouble me, both with the pain of the ear, scalp and head. It also continues to weep. I will see He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, tomorrow after noon. 1400 to be exact. Kindred, I ask you, please, send good energy my way. I have already discussed what my Crystal Ball tells me in previous blogs. If it is necessary for another operation, then let's get it done. The steroid ointment has been a nice experiment, but an unsatisfactory one.
Tomorrow morning I will also have a visit with She-Who-Cuts-And-Snips. She will remove the three remaining stitches on my under arm and will discuss with me the results from the laboratory.
I am having an extremely difficult time with the Meniere's today. Yesterdays Meniere's attack was an intense one and today I suffer the consequences of it...
...my structure and muscles ache and hurt as if I have fallen down stairs or had been in an outrageous fist fight with several hits to my body. These pains and aches compound the pains in my head at this moment and are above what go's on post vertigo attack.
I have made an attempt to connect with those who have made attempts at reaching me under whatever form of media. It has been a good and proper effort.
The sounds in my left Deaf ear have been so obnoxious I have wanted to sleep it off. All I could do was look at the ceiling of my safe place and focus. The sounds are so loud that it was a waste of time to attempt a slumber. There has been a roaring in this ear most of this today.
I have tried very hard to cope with this, but today, this has the advantage. The roaring so loud I can only compare it to a giant water fall. So loud it hurts. Attempted to have a conversation with my daughter earlier and the right ear is so sensitive that it was hurting to listen to her and her work on the other side of Earth Mother. Soon, my baby and Honorable Daughter Number One comes home for a nice extended visit. I so whole heartily wish that she was moving back for permanently. I miss my Daughter so much, it makes my Daddy Heart blue and sad with out her here with us. Home.
The dizziness is on high and I am very uncoordinated and clumsy. Have been such since yesterday. I feel as if my actual head is moving about in circles. Fuckin' Meniere's! Fuckin' Meniere's!
I have sweat off and on today. If not sweating, perspiring and or misting. My faithful bandanna and Do-Rag are in place to assist with the absorption of my body fluids. I shall require another shower in a few minutes. After I am done here with our conversation.
The nausea has been with me since yesterday. Lingering just beneath my Adam's apple creating a soreness in my throat. Have tasted my medications...
...yes, I do get exhausted from this and I do get so tired of having to deal with the symptoms time and time again. Over and again. I take my medications as directed and I am a good boy.
I just don't know what more to say. I just don't what more to do. I think I'll try laying down again. I surely can not go through these motions anymore at this time. Maybe I sleep.
Long Live The Queen!
Love, peace and more peace, Mario
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