With this publication, I will move to within five blogs of having 500 publications. As of earlier today I went over 9,000 visits. All, since August of 2010 and with that being said, I remain in my description of being a simple one. The numbers are mind numbing to me. A simple fellow who has worked hard since the age of 13 years. The year I began to pay Social Security. And worked every year since until the Meniere's Disease flipped my life upside down and inside out...
...oh, Good God, yes, I have gone through some major changes in the past three to four years. Many of you have been right here with me, but my dear Relations, I have never once asked "why me, my Lord?". Never one time have I uttered these words. And no, I have not thought them either. I have earned my rights as an ADA certified individual who has been disabled by a pain in the ass disease and situation to do whatever it takes to win my life back. Shared these very same words with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, earlier today.
Since the visit, I have developed what is turning into a dreadful ear ache in my Left Deaf Ear. It is accompanied by an extremely loud roaring noise. This is a natural roaring, as in a torrential down pour of rain or a nice sized water fall. Loud damn it - it's loud. Going on at this moment as it has since 2130. In the background of this roar, I can hear and listen to many mini beep-beep-beep's. I am exhausted from the work involved in trying to fight this shit off.
Yeah-Yeah-Yeah...
I am amazed and so humbled to see how me and my simple words have reached so many.
Relations, I thank you all, and will thank you again come the 500th blog.
Please, let me share that my right-good-bad-ear is listening to loud insects and frogs. There sure is a whole mess of them up tonight, here between my ears. Understand and know as truth, I have been to my safe place already. Tucked and all nice and snuggled in...
...the noises kept sure I was not to have a comfortable rest. I journaled and knew better than to attempt a read. With this racket going on up here, I would've been reading same sentences over and over. I'm just not in the mood.
The worms have remained active.
I have been able to keep the nausea from being not more than a taste it twice scenario.
My vision is once again affected. Yes, Ma'am, I forgot to speak with doctor about that. I'll create a list for the visit next week.
I have taken my p.m. medications and plan on returning to bed as soon as I might. This noise, the audio hallucinations as Sir Dude calls them, must settle way down.
My attention is distracted. These words will do.
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