Never Once Have I

Never once have I ever uttered the words, "Why me, Lord?". I figure this is what The Great Spirit, intended and who am I to ask the One God, such a selfish question? Not me.

Yes, even with the injections,  each set of procedures, and every surgery and operation. With the pain and misery that comes from them and the Meniere's Disease's vertigo attacks themselves. The symptom's prior to and after each and every one...

...the battles over the past many years. In and out of my skull and brains. Even having lost hearing and I love music and the voices of Kinfolk and Kindred...

...I just never have said those words.

Neither with the pneumonia's and asthma attacks that I suspect will take me home someday. I was born with the asthma. So, I never asked...

...I don't know why or how, I've always had the Faith that God, does in fact have me covered. He's got my back you see.

When I was being abused, physically or sexually abused, I never asked Jah, that question. I have had since childhood this inner voice that kept telling me, every thing's gonna be alright.

Every thing's going to be alright has been my Life's mantra. I've had to pray and believe this to be. I have and had to hold on to something. Good goodness, if not for this belief I would've been gone many years ago. Over and over, I used up my cat lives...

...time and time again, Great Spirit was there. Maybe not while I was being trained to suckle, I used to think. Today, I know just how much The Great Mystery, has had me in sight.

There's a preacher man next door that wants to preach to me. Preacher doesn't have ears. I have Great Mystery in my Soul that belongs to the Universe. That belongs to my Creator. It would be best if preacher man listened to and practiced what he wants to preach...

...I walk with the strong belief that I know who my God is. My church lies all about me. I pray. I have a direct line to my Creator.

No need to ask, why me?

I've said enough.