Meniere's Disease And Myself, I And Me

Bonjour,

Relations,

I come to you today with an eager heart and Spirit's engaged. My past three days have been strange and have felt as if I was not the one in my skin...

On this past Wednesday, 9 May 12, I began a rest that lasted for approximately four hours, having been awakened for dinner by my Spouse at 1900 or so. I did not return to sleep until 0300 this morning and slept most of today. On and off. Even got all prepped as if stepping out some place, just to later remove all clothing for a return to slumber after a conversation with my Nephew-Who-Lives-With-The-Miccosoukee. The nephew who has become very much like a Son to me. He and his family are endeared to me and I am Blessed to have his wife as my Niece and their beautiful children as my younger Nieces and nephew, Master J. This youthful Generation is special. I feel it in my bones.

It was peculiar being awake for such a period of time. This is something that has happened a very few handful of times, such a minimal, I had not considered speaking with any of my doctor's about this, to include He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. I have contemplated this today and it is myself who find this to be an anomaly, of sorts. I keep returning to the face-to-face, Doc. and I had on this Wednesday just past. My Brain's Mind, My Center and I have had to hush for a spell. As in a required state of conscience to not say anything that might create issues with our relationship...

...myself, I keep the mind-set that this big-thick-heavy-ass skull of mine is my problem. I am knowing and am aware He-Who-Touched-My-Brain and his entire staff, has done and are doing anything and everything possible to assist me on this journey, this aspect of My Path. Very often I see the expressions in their faces and or that certain look in their eye's. Bless them, Good Folks, Great One.

All of me is nauseated at this moment. Gagging and burping. Today, there is nothing was my stomach, until dinner. So there was nothing but bile to gag on. The sweats have been during sleep and while awake, like now, and I've maintained a persistent state of dizziness during the times of being awake. Nasty time But I've had way worse day's. That's weird how the Meniere's Disease, has taught and trained me well. Able to distinguish such and be cheerful when I have days like today. Just throw on the cheerful fellow face and I'm in business.

I have lost a bit more weight. It is now time I change into clothes that fit me. It has been many years since I weighed this much. I look forward to losing many more pounds. For me.

Am done.