Peace,
Have come in from out of doors for a quick glass of Iced Bigelow, Green Tea with Pomegranate. A joyful tea. An inspiring tea. My plan is to return to the North West yard and garden's as soon as I have had my 10 minute break..
The South West gardens have been attended to, as have the South East yard. The North East gardens, Central Park (shaped in a peculiar form), and a small path of Italian Cypress's that grow tall and swiftly. The North West yard and gardens are Spiritual and we have Sacred Ground here. This is the Center of this part of our "North 40". There's a Cactus garden, a large white sand Zen garden that is free of weeds and grass. This garden is shaped in the form of a very large arrow head pointed West ward. The Red Earth with special gems and stones amongst the thick layers of this Sacred Red Earth from through-out the South Eastern United States Of America. Yes, I do pray back there. Sometimes I witness Shape Shifters, have Visions and am able to connect with Great Spirit. There really is but one God, you all. I assure you of this...
...so I garden and keep a nice nest for my wife, She-Who-Walks-Tall.There is one more minor task I wish to resolve before having my next surgery. I'll have a big dent done before the 4th of June 2012. The Sanctuary, looks clean and well maintained. I am blessed to have Freedom Lawn Care, provide excellent service time and time again. This young Man, has kept our fee the same since we moved in six years ago. He mows the grass and whacks the weeds - while I attend to my gardens. I keep them simple you see, drought tolerant and the such. This Sanctuary, has our Lodge in it's Center. This is a handsome place to create sanctuary for all. For all of Great Spirit's Winged Ones, the four legs and the turtles that visit every few years or so...
...Fellow Kinfolk, Kindred and Relations, I have had Kindred who betrayed me return to this humble abode time and time again. With prayer and ceremony, I forgive once, maybe twice. Once One has gone too far or has betrayed me again - that is when and where I have learned to let loose of folk. It's taken a life time to figure it out, but then, that figures. The point is that there are times when I can truly empathize with the One who has betrayed me. Sometimes business is business. Sometimes, I am sad and have a heavy heart for them. Those I call the Lost One's. I was once Lost, but then, I was found long and along time ago. I Am Blessed.
I have pushed good and hard today. I have accomplished something and it feels pretty damned good. I will be indirectly excusing myself for a return to the North West gardens. I have also done some stress lifts for my arms. I enjoy watching the veins begin to come to the surface of my muscles. It's so hot.
So I push. I may hear She-Who-Walks-Tall say, "Don't push yourself, Babe". "Don't push too far, Babe."...
"I" do listen Sweetie Pie, but I may not agree with that approach. Spouse and Kindred, I really have not found where that that point is. I won't know how far too far is until I reach that place.
I am afraid of this next operation for some reason. Don't know why yet, but I am contemplating. I don't want this negative energy with me or around me. Please, send good vibes this way for me.
How bizarre.
This is sanctuary...
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