Shed This Shaggy Winter Coat, An Honor To

In the Webster Standard Dictionary the definition of "Shut in", is an invalid. That's an unfortunate business of looking up words. And damn it, yes that just frustrated me deeply.

I made an attempt to lay down and rest. Wanting to sleep badly, but the roaring in my Left Deaf Ear kept me from any serenity at all...

So then, in Honor of my Aunt Bunny, who recently Crossed Over, I have shed my shaggy Winter coat. Every curl and every single hair has been removed from this massive balding scalp of mine. To Honor the passing of this Wiley connected Kinfolk. I have remained in mourning. For all other reason's on Earth Mother, my heart is still heavy and sad. I think of my cousins daily. Wanting to hear their voices, wanting to see their smiles and meet their eye's to mine.

In Honor of of my 92 years old Grandmother. Having to listen to the words that were spoken to me with the harshness of what is happening with my Abuela Mary. The shit going on behind her face and inside her brains. It has been an Honor beyond expression to have her as my Dearest and most Beloved Grandmother. It's like, we just saw her Sunday. And she looked like my Abuela to me then. Oh, my dear Grandmother, I'll be forever thankful to be your Grandson. What a Blessing it has been.

I have also removed curls for the cousin of a dear friend of ours, who was killed fighting for liberty and freedom in Syria. May Allah, Bless this Man. To all of his family, I pray for you. And to you too, Sir.

I have an Aunt in Miami, Florida, who is preparing to be with God and his Angels. As a "family" we must surround her with love, respect and dignity. The "C" word has and is eating Tia up from the bones out. Oh, my dearest Tia, I know that you are aware that I have loved you since the first we met as Kinfolk. May the Great Spirit, ease your pain and let us work a miracle here by praying and praying. I Honor you, Tia, with the the love from within my Spirit's and the removal of this hair. I wish you strength.

In Honor to those who have passed before me...

I've said enough.