I Forgot

Folks,

Minutes ago, while sitting here and listening to my ipod, I became dissatisfied by the volume and sound quality of what I was listening to, which just happens to be, "Lindsey Buckingham - Words And Music ( A Retrospective)", an awesome one of a kind find and I love him too...

...but yes, I was adjusting the volume, moved both speakers about trying to find space, a spot where I could listen as Mr. Buckingham, spoke and sang to me. Kindred, I promise I would so  have had him over for tea and sandwich's. Nice little finger foods and biscuits and such, but like, I could not figure out what was going on with the audio and was getting frustrated, maybe more like side-ways, true, as I checked "all" volume controls and all were at a maximum and the speakers are fine...

...and then, I remembered. I forgot. And I forgot to remember to not forget, but did.

Even if but for a brief moment in my life, I forgot that I was Deaf and I forgot to remember that my right-good-bad-ear-hole-to-the-brain has been sub par, lack luster, inattentive...

...for just a spell, I forgot I was thinking and listening to thoughts of not too long ago, I did forget that the problem was with me and my ears, not the computer, or the controls, nor the speaker's or where they were pointed.

Wow.

Damn it, that "I Forgot" shit is for the birds! Brings up all of this damned drama, almost did make me blue, but then I remembered, "ain't no body got time for that". But, how to forget?

 Just, me.