A Case Of Medicinal Disappointment

Kindred,

It is this side of twenty four hours plus four since I had the Botox injections. The Botox that are and is rendered medically necessary. At this instant though, I hate to report that this entire series of Botox injections, shot into me just yesterday, have been a complete disappointment. During the last late night, in the wee hours, and since waking, I have had a so much discomfort and the dreaded pain continues in my left neck and shoulder.

Yesterday, while at Tampa General Hospital, as if lightening striking near by (and it was, too), right there in triage, I had facial spasm's. Which then triggered ear hole spasm's, and all of this created a spike and struck at my blood pressure. It went up so alarmingly high the triage nurse reported my BP to Dr. She-With-Many-Names. Who then in turn, inquired about the spike. What was I too say? I was fine as strawberry wine before the damned facial spasm's. It isn't like I control these son-of-a-bitches, my goodness gracious, great ball's on fire, today alone, I am knowing that I have had five spasm's. Five facial spasm's. On the left side of my face and scalp. What is this shit? What's really going on? I have asked myself. Over, and again.

Just yesterday, my very own face, followed by my scalp, neck, and shoulder, on the left side that is, my Military Left, were subjected to many injections. Multiple shots. Oh yes, these deep inner ear hole spasm's come from both of my ears and are awfuck. I was there at the Rehab Center at TGH, and never once objected to shot after shot of this Botox. Three syringes full, injection's of this fine fluid, the contents called, "OnabotulinumtoxinA, BOTOX for injection".

I swear, it is as if these very medicine's, the very damned each and every pill, tablet, and injection, betray me. I swear, is it really that my ears have betrayed me? Now, with loss of sight and vision, my right eye fading and the hearing on the right side at a major task, I question myself. Now, I do. I do now, and I seriously consider this a case of medicinal disappointment.

Like, so major.