Honest, Honestly? WTF?

The one most important thing about this blogg, "Meniere's Disease, Mario's Path", is the benefit I receive from something so simple and so sweet. Rather sort of the type of person I am, simple and sweet. Who is so and too easily entertained...

...yet, within this simple and sweet person is a too serious and very complicated individual. Complex person. One who can sometimes grow quite weary and exhausted of wasting time with kinfolk/family/frineds who really don't give a good bleeding damn about me or my immediate Circle anyways. I have witnessed too much yack-yack, kissy-kissy, and then a quick fuck U off.

I share these, my words with all Relations, from all over this globe, our Earth Mother, so that those of us with Meniere's Disease know there are other's like us/me out there. Other's like "we" out here...

...it's a weird and sad lonely place when even your own flesh and blood could not even hardly give a shit about the circumstances of life one may have to live and contend with, like this Meniere's Disease. I know how lonely it is first hand! It's one of those things that I permit to eat away at me...

...slowly and with great torturous pleasure. EVERYFUCKINGDAY! Because I HAVE always beleived blood was thicker than water. Well? Everybody plays a fool sometimes.

For way too long a time, I have written empathetically and with understanding about what my Kinfolk may have to live in their day to day. Hopeing to draw some to my words and this invisable disease and my life. There have been few kin and friend to speak with...

...to share with them what these shoes fit like as one with Meniere's, several other disease's, and Incest and Sexual Abuse Survivor.

Let me share something real quick, I have reports that I am able to review and stats that I am able to evaluate...

...these are numbers from the last month to date, from this Blogg...

U.S.A. - 453
Russia - 36
Poland - 5
Germany- 3
Georgia- 2
India - 3
China - 2
U. K. - 2
U.A.E. - 1
Spain - 1
Australia 1

...facebook "32". One calender month.

Honestly?, !, ?, ?! This is a damned shame folks. All of the Kinfolk, I have included in my respected and most beloved term Relations, it is on this social networking site that I have 112 "friends". Which in my case, due to my paranoid-ness and boundaries, are VERY TRULY FAMILY and VERY TRULY FREINDS. If I have five folks I have met on the facebook & not face to face, I would have had to have felt mighty sure about them prior to hitting the "friends" request.

I have seen this coming for several months and have just now decided to speak honestly about the matter. Keeping with the honesty policy. See?

I'll let the number's speak...

...but, I assure you this, things are different now.

p.s. Kinfolk/friends, be kind and do me this favor. Don't go away mad because of what I've said or will do - just keep you and your plastic masks and go away...

...away from me. Don't call with your gossip, don't trouble me with your bullshit. Just go away.