Well, come tomorrow afternoon at exactly 1345, I shall meet with a Urologist for the first time. Yes, I have procrastinated this visit, probably by as much as four years. The only reason and or excuse I might muster is that there has been enough going on in my life pertaining to the health piece. Besides, I was in no hurry to have someone go all up in my junk and pick and probe...
...um, after all, "this is my junk" and I guess in some sort of way - I can be shy. Yes, I said shy. What? Why? I can't be shy? Alright then.
Yes, I am nervous as hell and really, "If I Could Turn Back Time", I sure as hell would. I be damned if I never ever had to think or even speak of this issue just a few damned years ago. I was too busy living the life...
...Well then, could this visit be the one and time for my Jiffy Lube...
...I don't know. I am nervous and afraid.
Yes, I am afraid. It's true. I am very truly afraid. I know there's been trouble brewing. The tell-tail signs and such, but I kept my focus on other issues pertaining to health and life. Whatever the trouble may be, I hope and pray my Dr. Urology, will be able to help me patch things up...
...up there in the business. My business.
Relations, I do ask that maybe a bit of good energy and vibrations be sent this way in the morrow. Maybe some prayers too. I sure could use the power of love and prayer.
No matter the outcome, I will connect with my Relations via this portal. To those who share this Earth Mother with me...
Love, peace and more peace, Mario
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