Don't know where to start so I'll just tip tap on this key board until something screams out from some fold in my brain organ. Like these damned Worms at play at this very moment, for example. The Worms have been at play since last evening. Felt them well into the night. Today, I do declare, these major disgustlingly gross distractions, to be a reality beyond my doctors wildest of dreams and or imagination. She is unable to comprehensively comprehend exactly what it is going on in my head and skull. Unless, She herslf has had these going on's. Um, I don't think so and no, I don't want more medications Doctor. I am taking too many as it is, true? True Alright then, I simply want the Worm's to go away. I am told again today, that these are the result of a "pinched nerve". "We'll have too see how thing's go after P.T.", I'm informed. Also, I bet that these bleeding worms don't know that! I just want them out of my head, as in make them go away Doctor. Please.
Had P.T. with K-Lo today. Good exercises but he felt it best we not do too much or go to far. He saw and heard of my present state. Will see him again later this week.
My balance and coordination have been graded low today. The nausea is bad and I am dizzy. Also have a slight spinning sensation going on. Not an attack spinning, just like the riding of a fast merry go 'round dizzy and spinning. I am sweating, not perspiring at this moment. I am hydrated and have taken medications as directed. Have had pains on both sides of my neck and skull today. The left shoulder is pained as well...
...my right ear is blaring the sounds of a far off and away Rain Forest. My left ear has had a varity of sounds today, from the U.S.S.R. beeps to the Emergency Broadcasting System alarm, to a baby crying in the other room - off and on, all the do-day-damn-long. And no, we don't have a baby.
One Share-and-Tell, then I'll step outside a while. Alrighty then, before I went on the anti-sugar, I used to LOVE eating cake frosting straight from the container. Did it since childhood. It has been since last year I did it last. Temptation's...
p.s. It's a difficult task to type while under these physical conditions. Sometimes, it may take me a while to type these words, but for me, this permits me to communicate and share what my life is like and has been. With you.
Life...
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