Six Days Out and K-Lo

When I exited from this computer earlier this afternoon and shut it down for turn off, I in turn did like wise for myself, my thoughts, the symptoms wrecking my insides, complete and total exhaustion, so I exited from whatever I was doing. No matter the whatever my day-to-day was working on, it was time to shut down. So I did and slept a sleep so deep/so long in duration I was able to reach REM....

...Dream World.

Since last attack I have slept over eighty hours. Have lived in a daze and am sad to say I will be going back to sleep in just a short few minutes...seems like an unquenchable thrist. Sleeping is drinking in this scenario. These post veritigo attack symptoms really do "rock" one's world and life. It sometimes seems so powerful an energy over my entire being. My very Being.

My physical therapy with Mr. K-Lo, was somewhat aggressive this morning. I will have a session with him come morning and we will come to an agreement or two. Unfortunately, this creates issue with Sir Dude and I...

...I sure as hell do appreciate visiting with him and sitting in my safe place every week. If not by tele-conference, we'll make an appointment for next week for my weekly mental/emotional enema.

Six days out...and the noises scream from both ears out loud. I have a new song by Stevie Nicks on for background assistance. The only background I get out of this is hearing my dear friend's voice...my ipod placed on repeat as the loud noises continue (As if competing with Stevie). My right ear had a poor hearing day today - so glad no audiology tests were scheduled.

My vision is having trouble getting back to what my "normal" vision was before the attack...

The crickets, frogs, and cicada are having a party between my ears. Loudly!
The plopping continues in my right ear. My left deaf ear heard a baby crying in my home twice today...

At tis minute my nausea is mid-range as is my state of dizziness. I have a cap of perspiration around my skull and wrapped around my neck. Yes. I am medicated as directed by He Who Touched My Brain. Note: I vomited in my mouth last night. I should also say some of the emesis went into my sinus's. It burned like hell and was very disgusting...shittin' grosse! Dude? No, I have not spoken with anybody about it...it's just one of those things for now.

Since Mr. K-Lo, taught me the way to walk with my quad cane, I keep him and his instructions in the fore front of all that is when I take steps. My balance was embarrassingly off today. I believe this was another reason why K-Lo bailed. My large ass is just way to big for him to alter a fall. Bless his heart, he's already told me that's what he's going to do...O.K. K-Lo. You da man! I do feel more at ease following his direction.

There is pain in my neck and my left arm tingles.

Time Out...