Have fought the sleep since I awoke earlier. One thing that has kept me awake was a fantastic storm that came through here just a bit ago. Being in a year's long drought, we need each drip we can get. There's fires burning all across Florida at this very minute, some managed - most wild...
...I pray and have ceremony for rain. All awhile my eye's see the massive destruction of entire towns along the Mississippi...my eye's and ear listen as those killed in Alabama, make the death count higher. To see only roof tops over there and tree's with their bark shredded off by the winds over in "Their Town", felt so very much like my town, America. Yet, I will continue to pray for our water. The drought has come to a point that even them who do not pray - might please say one or two. That would be like, so cool. My Dear God.
I have kinfolk in Alabama. Everytime I hear something about storms, flooding, and those horrible twisters...my mind seems to come to a halt and I pray for them. It's the right thing to do. I love them. I have been busy with prayer's lately. So many to pray for. I have been quick to cry. My heart skips a beat as I type these words...Stop. Now.
The nausea in my throat is very high. The crickets, locust and cicadas blare from my right ear. My left skull area, which would include my profile with the stunning nose, lips and one deaf ear...the side which has had two implants, continues to pick up really random noises from elsewhere. Good damn goodness, why haven't I gone mad already? I don't know. Why in the hell hasn't somebody thrown me a safety device? Remember, at this moment I am listening to the sound track of some far away Rain Forest. But, I am the only one to hear this! Great Spirit know's this to be true. Yes, whenever I am able to "bust out" as in to go to Starbucks for some coffee or my favorite store with the Big Red Dot...them beautiful Angels and Cowboys follow my every move. The times I have fallen and not gotten hurt too bad. a good road rash and maybe a slight bruise. Here or there. The Great One is with me when I have these attacks! Honestly, there is something that goes on in my body and mind when these attacks happen. I am able to feel my very Spirit's. And those of others. So I pray...
The dizziness is very unpleasent at the moment and I have a cap of perspiration about my bobble head. Coordination is off, so I sit or lay down. As I'll be doing shortly. Am not hungry, have forced fluids.
If I may, I would like to share something most folks don't know about me. And know that I think about this, perhaps a once in while "Holla"!
Alrighty then, today's Share and Tell, is this...I wear them all. Briefs, boxers AND one pair of thongs. What?! Alright then...
Getting back on Red in a couple of days! Peace, you all!
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