Today was the final day for Kind Spirit's and I as team mates. Our three visits permitted have been exhausted and it was time to say farewell. I have always disliked farewells and have hated good-byes since childhood. For me goodbyes are often heart wrenching and too sad for me. And yes, I have cried at many a good-bye. Especially when I know the chances of crossing paths again are slim or even worse, knowing I might not ever see an individual again is too sad.
Todays farewell with Kind Spirits was just that, a farewell. Not the good-bye. Yes, I was disappointed when it was made certain there were only three visits and yes, there was a bit of sadness in my Spirit's. There were kinfolk here (My BIL and my two nephews) and I reckon I felt best not to cry at that moment. It is so wonderful how God has our Paths cross with others every once and again in life. Thank you Great Spirit for having Kind Spirit's and my Path cross again. And thanks to you Kind Spirit for your teaching and motivating words.
This afternoon I was able to keep my appointment with Dr. Psych and we had a rather pleasent visit, yet I left there lacking something. Have not been able to put a finger on it...can't even smell neither...Yet.
Note: A Time Out For Say and Share: Under my belly button I have what is like one of these ")" lieing down on it's side. Like a real smile! It is the location where He Who Touched My Brain, removed excess body stuff's to plug up my skull when he did the Vestibular Nerve Section. That's when I lost hearing and balance on the left side. I had given my Good Doctor the go ahead to do liposuction while he was up in there...I had had rhinoplasty in the past you see, but I guess he wasn't seeing it, because he took out just enough to patch me up and seal it with a kiss and a titanium plate on the skull. Alright, this is what I want to do - I want two tats there that are just the most stunning eyes one has ever seen. No, really, I mean it. Besides, how much would something like that go for? Short dollars? See, I would have the eye's inked, my belly button as the nose and then the scar for the permanent smile. Check Back...
...just one of those funking things about me...good funky Folks. Please? Funky stuff like the fantastic music from the 1970's Funky Funk, Funk...
My left deaf ear has been with the loud bleeding beeps all afternoon and into tonight. My right good-bad-ear is so very loud with my friends of the Amazon Rain Forest it is keeping me awake. I am dizzy and am nauseated to a point of disgust and yearn to vomit. I am perspiring around my head and neck as if I was wearing a misting ball cap. Have been very clumsy when walking about. Today, both ears were plopping. Don't ask...I don't know...
...I would pray for some new fancy pill that would "help" matters - but then, would'nt that be just another shittin' pill to have to eat?
For the time being I'll continue to do my P.T. exercises and continue to lift my little ten pound kettle bar. I am beginning to feel as if I have a stronger frame on these bones.
...so that when I fall in the future I'll smash some shit up, en'it?
p.s. The pain in my neck is getting pretty bad. Time to call in the morrow.
Farewell Kind Spirit's!!!
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