Was able to vist Dr. Psych, this morning. For the most of the visit we had good exchange, then I brought up the topic of hearing the voices. I don't feel or think right about these being an anomaly or an abnormality..."ghost limb syndrome", he brings this up every visit. I am afraid there is more to this than that. He's asked if I am able to distinguish his voice from the ones I hear...
...look, I may be gimpy and lose my balane several times a day. Can't hear worth a damned at times, but, dang, I think I've got some sense of who speaks like this and or that.
I have had Meniere's Disease for a few years. When my hearing is good I am able to catch the every nuance of conversations with kindred and stranger alike. When my hearing is having an off day I stay inside my lodge. It is usually during times of difficult hearing, there's hearing loss and yet am able to listen to voices clear as a conversation...
...for now we wait...I want to remain on this present medication I am taking. It's working something between my ears. Bad dreams have come with the package though. Yes, I do scare from these voices...Hell, I am able to distinguish the voices from we walking Earth Mother, and able to hear and remember the voices of them way long gone.
The mystery voices are a nuisance. The noises between my ears are different between speaking, listening and music/t.v. The crikets sing alone tonight. Loudy. The voices I hear are not from with-in. I know the difference, Dudes...am able to distinguish between here, there, and them who have crossed over. Nuisance?
Tonight, I feel low and drained of energy...I keep on keeping on.
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