Meniere's Sucks 2!!

Woke up at 0915 to prepare for a visit with one who works with Him-From-Far-Away. A good visit. A good talk and once again, I am taken aback by the sincere consideration and respect these folks have honored me with. Consistently...As in time and time again. This Team has been with me since day one of this madness named Meniere's and we had not met until today, the 28th day of February 2011. Feel's good in my Spirits to have a face for the one from far away...yes, I know it's not "his" face, but there is a super cool representative with quite a pleasent face that will do just fine. I wonder if he who visited knows my gratitude...

Since Friday, have now slept near sixty hours and plan to return to bed once I have jotted down this quick note.

The coordination and balance thing is way off today, as well as my hearing...with or without my implant in place. My center know's the decline. As I do. Shit...

...Nausea is a five. Dizziness, a seven. The plopping contiues in my right ear. The noises are high and loud...in both ears. A motivating factor in my return to Dream World. Other factors would be the pains and ache's...am so very tired. Just really bleeding exhausted.

These dreadful thought's passing through the muscles and folds of my brain, are so negative, so dreadful, so fucking not me, will not go away...even if but for a spell. I swear there are time's when I feel tiny little electromagnetic sparks up there. Zipping, zapping...have always enjoyed thinking these are my Jedi Knight's's fighting off an attacking Dark Force. Only, in real life the dark force is real...and lives with in. I'm a witness. Sleeping as I will be soon is respite.

Am looking forward to gathering with Dr. Psyche in the morrow. Even if it is but a brief visit. Wednesday, I'll visit with Sir Dude. Back-to-back battery recharge. In a perfect world there would be a massage on Thursday and get my hair done with man. and ped. on Friday. Alas, mine is not the perfect one. Expletive! What?

Before I follow my Path to my safe place, please let me thank you and your eye orbs for reading my words. I'm such a simple sort. To see and really realize how many folk cross my Path here from all over OUR Earth Mother, is mind blowing. I am truly honored.