The beeping continued well into the evening...duration of time lasting four hours. This was in fact, the most horrendous torture I've had in a quite a while. Constant beeping, no break, no silence or other distraction...not even television helped. I even tried reading with Native flute in back-ground...shittin' BEEP-BEEPING! So, it was necessary to "toss the towel" for the aid of sleep.
Today has been a Blessed day. Spent time with my youngest daughter. My Baby Face Sister, stopped by and we hit the by ways for a little shopping...I love to shop! Found some really fantastic Donny Osmond albums and am tickled to death with them! Anyways, I received urgent and important documents in mail yesterday. I am not prepared to talk of this now, so maybe some other time. But, I will let you know I am overwhelmed with Thanks, Grace and the understanding and realization the Great Spirit does work by His own pace...not our's.
My breath is easier today. Nausea and dizziness is a 5-ish at this very moment. My shoes fit me differently today...
...even the discrimination from the white's won't keep me down today..."Them-Who-Judge". I think maybe I have come to a point in my Path to over-look the ignorant ones...I've got to, damn it. But, I be damned if I have not crossed path's with some ignorant ass white folk. It's weired when one of my mixed blood's gets angry with another mixed blood. No shit! Am an American, born in the South. My kinfolk from the South were Rebels and worse. The Spic in much of my DNA will catch a quick attitude...the Cherokee in me wants to get the hell-out-of-here, and Them-Who-Were-Dark-Complected, are really over these games...shit, ALL of me, just wants folks to stop playing their games. Life is too short for the really dumb shit. Relations...
Mixed Blooded and all, I keep focus on what's ahead. My Path...
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