Damned Remissness!

There has been a couple of moments today when things clink-clunked into place...deep in my brain's mind and on the side of my left skull I felt thoughts-in-motion. Really. I know I've felt something move in between my flesh and my skull many times before...suspect them to be worms or nerves.

Am compelled to offer apology to them who feel my utterances are a bit sad or mad or angry some of the time. Please, then now it is necessary to report that this is the way I am living life right now...sad, mad, and angry as all get out. And yes, I am aware I may pepper my language from time to time, but really, I've cut back some...

...BUT please, don't ever think that I am lame or tamed. For the most part, most of you know me. True Relations, know where I come from, my battles with Meniere's, battles with my past and present, my passions, my truths, my 'f' up's...my search for Grace. Then it is these who also know I have a bit of a wild hair there from time to time.

I can't help but lament the passing of a life that was over-filled with gusto! Over-joyed! All of those brilliant "co-owner's" I had the blessings to meet and work with...all of those fantastic Guests! Taking my car for a drive...I really do sometimes believe madness is standing in my shoe's and HELL Yes, I am angry. As All Hell Angry! The shoes I'm wearing - damned sure want me to be pissed at this time. So then. It is better to be pissed off than pissed on. En'it? (Unless...nope.)

I would be remiss should I not apologize...

...this is my Path, so I'll walk it as well as I will.