Meniere's visited and has been present and stomping some good ass the past two days. The extreme dizziness, nausea, plopping in my ear, and the noises have left me sleeping as an alternative to the rubbish going on between my ears. With yesterday and today I have slept well over thirty hours...
...yet, I wish to return to slumber. My skull is hurting me something bad. My neck, back, my limbs to my finger tips ache, pain and touble me. I do feel stomped upon something really rough. I think soon I'll go back to rest and sleep. My balance and coordination is off to the left. I am sadly exhausted and feel just as sad if not more in my Spirit's...shit.
My Dream World is active and in my Dream World, there isn't horrible noises, or so much thinking going on. I let go and go where ever my dreams may take me. There have been times when I have been stirred by nausea, sweats, and dizziness and have been awakened by vertigo attacks. When that happens I lay there and take whatever comes my way. When the attack sub-sides, I take the medications prescribed by He-Who-Touched-My-Brain.
Speaking of my good doctor, I would enjoy seeing him. I think I need one of his truly awesome dude hugs...
At this moment I am listening to "Belle and Sebastian's", "Sleep Around The Clock", as loud as this computer will take me. My hearing has gone towards the worse and I really do want to hear and listen to some fantastic music while I am awake...I really fucken want to hear and listen to some fantastic music while I can! I mean, look, my right-good-bad-ear is all I have left to listen to music...or the voices of my Relations, the Songs of my Bird cousins, the wonderfully beautiful bark and sad howl of my hound Ting Ting...cars, trains, and planes.
Meniere's sucks!
Let me stop this shit and do something on this Path of mine...peace.
p.s. The Voices I listen too continue. These voices though are from over there, not from over here.
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