A Day Of Good Battles

Kind Ones,

Now, I prepare my mind and thoughts for a return to my safe place in the West Wing. For rest.

We have had a pleasant three day spell of cold weather, we are having a Florida Winter. Cool days and nice cool Winter evenings. There has been a bit of rain today, I am glad as my gardens could use some sweet natural water from God, the Angels and Saint's. I just heard thunder. Um. I think I just heard thunder. Dig?

I am nauseated and uncomfortable, I want to hurl and I wonder if it has something to do with the response I provided our two reader's earlier. I figure there must be many other readers with this same thought in mind, so the reply has been a timely one. I speculate that I am so tired of being sick that I simply wish to keep on keeping on. Just like that. Something that needs to be made perfectly clear on the question, is the mess of a flu and symptoms of Meniere's are attacking jointly on me now and has done so off and on all day. This is fucking ridiculous. I share this live, I say with and to all my guests and readers, the combination makes for a horrifying sea sickness that far exceeds anything I have ever felt on the high seas. Ever felt. I am not a doctor. If you should have found yourself in this predicament, please contact your physican immediately.

With the exception of a couple of oddities, I have remained awake and have been aware. I have read some of a new book, I have kept our Home's business in mind during prayer and ceremony. Doing all I could to keep my mind busy. It is a necessity for me to keep from letting this disease and some queer illness get me down, I am going to have to do everything possible, so I will. It is my purpose to move forward on this battle against this disgusting Meniere's Disease. This Combo of Meniere's Disease, an illness, neurological pain, asthma and what all damned sucks. It's true.

It is disgusting! And I am disgusted, and so very tired. A day of good battles. Yes, good day.

Oh-My-God!