Sometimes I Forget To Breath

Hello, and welcome back to my path, which is also my safe place. I come here to open up and share what's going on with the Meniere's in my DNA, its symptoms and ups and downs of what Meniere's does to me, my life and the way I live. Having this safe place provides me the opportunity to communicate of other diseases, the cervical spine pain and issues, the lesions on the spinal cord, the illnesses, and cornucopia of life that seems to have reached a bottle neck in the nerves of all the hemisphere's of my extraordinary simple computer center.

This is where I have the connections and lightening bolts of electricity bouncing and striking about my brain, creating energy for me, supplying me with hope and a motivation to move. To keep on keeping on. This mind, my spirit's, heart and I are to battle each bout of Meniere's Disease with attacks of positive energy and influence. On an every attack basis with Meniere's and pain.

I say, I must remember to remember to breathe, sometimes when I become anxious or upset, I truly forget to breath. One of the worst sensations in a persons life is to lose breathe. It is an absolutely horrifying, mind bending event.

Asthma, has rendered necessary for me to increase the amount of breathing treatments. Due to this exacerbation of the pulmonary disease, asthma. I have abused my emergency inhalers, I am aware of this, but damn it my friend, the need to breath is paramount in my life and I know what it feels like to have my breath stop breathing.

I can only cry when I can't breath, and when I cry the emotions affect my breathing. There have been too many trips in an ambulance to hospital - too many times I drove myself straight to the emergency department door. My dearest wife, Bwanna keeps on me to take my treatments. She's such good medicine for me. I love her so. My safe place here lets me cut open my heart, to expose my minds inner most memory's. My memory's. So too many bad ones from my youth. I have shared them here. Please, I wish to thank you, my Kindred One's, for being here with me, thank you for letting me vent, and for letting me be true. Raw. Honest about all. My Path. Seen?