Greeting's to one and all,
This is a quick summary of how my day went with the Meniere's Disease today, and how the many etcetera's, affected my many emotions. The disgusting sweats, nausea, the all-day dizziness, stumbles, and bashing into walls and furniture.
Well, it went something like this.
Today, 15 November 13, I have had three or four left inner ear spasms. Deep and so unreachable, that the pain halts the notion of time, and I ride the pain threw for as long as it may take. There is not anything else I can do. Happy to say no ear spasms from the right hard of hearing ear, though I must say that the right ear hole to the brain, has had loud damned popping off and on all day. Oh yes, and by the way, I fought the sleep earlier today and victory was mine. I did not succumb to the powers of Meniere's related sleeping marathons, I have experienced way too many times over the years just how I am powerless over the sleep and slumber of Meniere's, to sleep is dictated by the disease.
Right. Moving along then. I have had two facial spasms today, both on the left. Something that I have been wanting to share is that day before yesterday, Wednesday, it must had been, I had a spasm from hell and while manipulating the left cheek and jaw, I felt a pop and had complete, utter pain in the corner of my jaw. I am happy to report that though sore and bruised, I am better on that piece and having just two spasms in my beautiful left face was bonus. It hurts so bad. I promise this, my friends. Really, there have been times when all I can do is moan or howl, as loudly as possible, which usually isn't likely because of the spasm happening in my left face.
Kindred One, consider this, imagine the last time you had a foot or calf muscle spasm. Maybe a back spasm you may have had, now, imagine applying this horrid spasm pain to your face. Yes, just like that and that might have been a fine description in visual form right there. Seen?
The right hard of hearing ear has been hard of hearing all day and has had a series of sounds and noises that have been monotonous and frustrating as hell. For most of all day, including up to this damned instant, I can hear and am listening to cicadas in my right hard of hearing ear. But the ones I listen to are so damned loud and do not originate from the preserve out back, these giant bastards live and have concert within the confines of my skull. My Mr. Potato Head. Seen. In my deaf left ear I have been listening to very loud and obnoxious forms of communications. Damned beeps, and more beeping, sonar, and tele-type ticker tape, all are damned near more than I can handle. Shit. I must include the day long noise and sounds of the engine of a zeppelin, immediately above my lodge forty or so yards high and stuck in suspended animation. Right here over this address. I have noticed an increase in helicopter traffic out there and some how they all locate my number and remain above. Yes. From within my thick ass skull. Not out side.
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