Dearest Kindred,
I'm back and send out this communique, being sent out today, 05 November 2013, at 1247. The symptoms of Meniere's Disease continue to beat me into embarrassing, awkward, and the most peculiar of circumstances. The symptoms of the Neurological issues persist with such vengeance and painful agony, I don't know how I've managed to keep myself from punishment. I am pleased at how I've managed myself, as if I have a true and sustainable business to take care of, or not. Inside of this mixed blooded skin, and skeletal structure. The asthma that rules my lungs, springs surprise attacks on me and I find I can't take in a deep breathe or that the tightness in my chest has grown so totally possessing of me, my breath, and life as I know it, that there's not a farting thing I can do about it. With these three bullshit diseases I have here, while not mentioning other diseases, My God knows, these put the push that places me into battle after battle, daily. Daily, I said! Let me share there is one and yet another extraordinarily unpleasant medication ordered to my personal menu of pills, tablets, capsules, and inhalations of what is flowing threw my veins, organs and brains. A medicinal update is true, I'm just not comfortable sharing what it is aloud yet. With this medication, I do take it many times daily. For weeks now. This medication is the mind bending medication that has required much adjusting to. Adding to the hours of sleep. This new way of life. God please, don't stop the medicine. You see, this is a special medication. One that requires exceptional steps to be made. And it takes time to become one with me, so with this recent appointment with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, early last week, it is now that each and every doctor, professor, medical practice, and Self-Reliance, Inc. Advocate, "All The We", in my team, are all current and up to date with my daily medication intake. This was a necessity. This was for me to ensure took place because I have been eating so many medications for so many years now, and there were medicines being ordered by professor that was being declined. Them expensive white man medicine type of medication. I have been very curious about the denials of two medicine ordered by my professor. One. while on the new medicinal regimen, which had begun! Yes, true. So I stopped taking the rest. I mean? I have had two Meniere's attacks since I was on blog last. The noises in both ears have been complete unforgiving hell, an unrelenting torture of sounds and noises that come from within my skull. Where the metal plate in my skull lives and the abutment that extends from the implant on my thick ass skull. I have had active vomiting with my nausea. I have sweated pounds and inches off of my frame by the Meniere's Sweating Work Out! What the hell? I have reintroduced light lifting to firm up a bit and am planning on following a new planking regimen. My arms look nice, my waist is sweet and I want it sweeter. I watch what I eat - for the most part indeed. An occasional ethnic break in diet shatters any calorie count and triples my curls while sitting on the sofa. Which is a good thing, en'it? Because, I know this, the sleep had my scrotum to my 501's! I have continued to sleep with such an ill sleeping pattern that this just may be my ticket one day. What? I just thought of a lieutenant I knew in the Army. Sir.? Richard? Today was a beautiful day to die! Why fear? When Great One is ready, My God, knows right where I am. And, by the way, I know where my relationship with God, lives. There are simply too many hypocrites in my Circles, they seem to come and go. Now's another time to take care of myself and better manage my business, by managing what business represents in me. Me. Them who speak with evil tongue when speaking of God, brings on to themselves ill and unfortunate circumstances onto themselves. It's like putting illness upon your Kin Folk. Bad medicine works really much like Karma. I have had two falls since visiting doctor last week. The ear spasms continue at ?-numbers-per-day. Today, my face has spasmed twice. There was one episode last week while in my wife's car on our way cross town that I was moments from any hospitals emergency department. Today, there were two episodes. Both involving my neck and cervical spine that produced such pain I saw bright lights twinkle about my face and skull. My hearing hasn't been worth a damn for too many days to remember. There has been the sound of an old fashioned telephone ringing through. For now I have nothing else to say. I send out this communique to all Kindred. To all Kindred, much love and peace and more peace please. I'm back. Seen? Seem.
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