Two Attacks In Three Days

Relations,

I am compelled to have these connections here on my path today.

I have had two Meniere's attacks in as many days, yesterday and the day before. Today, my body and I are here to deal with the consequences.

My body and I want to sleep, my bones inclined to be in the reclined horizontal position, rather than have me be here at the computer. I am completely and utterly exhausted from these days of eye wiggling, life spinning, sad, and a sickening pain from the bottom of my feet to the top of my pained scalp.  I am sleeping sixteen plus hours per day and have been introduced to a sleep pattern I am unfamiliar with, sleeping almost as if haphazardly, sleep a bit here, then sleeping some there, and sleeping in day and night. Sensing that I am aware of my environment, in a state of rest and sleep. This renders me helpless with the combat against sleep. I just do what the sleep say do. This is what my life say do with sleep, says follow the many seasons of life, do as doctors say do. Do as life say do.

I threw up last night. I was sleeping on my back when this took place and I choked on the contents of my stomach. I have been dangerously dizzy. My right eye wiggling has become an issue and I have left connections with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain to call. Twice over the past three days the eye wiggle has happened and both resulted with strikes of vertigo attacks. I have had this eye do this before, I had been affected before, but not with all out attacks. My right ear has had an odd and phenomenal volume control. I could be going along about whatever life and I were doing at the time and suddenly, my right ear loses perhaps 25% of what hearing I was using at the time. Scary as the times I lose total hearing, but now I wonder if my all my stuffs just beginning to fall apart. This same ear has had the 'clops' happening. No, Sam, not the pops or plops, these sound like and are 'clops'. I'm too young for this. I sit here tip-tapping and I perspire down my back and chest, around my skull and neck. I am so dizzy. I tip tap like that with two fingers at a time. Slowly.