Relations,
Real quick like, I wanted to share that I have had an additional three medications added to my eating routine. For the guests familiar, you are aware this is something that creates discomfort for me - just discussing medicine from the pharmacy creates anxiety and physical tic's. For shits sake, yes really. I have never liked taking medicine in my life, now with out them I would surly be doomed...
...to a mad world of sadness and dark depressions, a world of my own body closing up shop, and my limbs would begin to fall off and away. My own lungs would suffocate me, while my heart would beat to too many beats of my heart, I would sit here alone while I have lost and am losing my hearing. Here in the dark of gloom and too much sleep.
Hello! The new medications! There are three and all are ordered to battle the issues that are going on with my upper body and neurologically there are scenario's. I am troubled.
I have ear spasms and my facial spasms that continue to occur. I am able to describe how it is I feel the inside of my eye balls, the right one presently, that is so intense that I must literally massage the orb, which is the only relief. Hey! Imagine the necessity to massage your fecking eye ball. Folks, that's not natural! I have pains deep within and on both sides of my neck. So bad are the pains, I wish for a person with huge strong hands to massage me to the bones...
...I bet you I know what my collar bone feels like. Hell yeah! And it's pain is damned amazing as it encircles my throat and cervical spine. Kin Folk and my dear Kindred, these hours long pains are life altering and affect my every day. From my skull, scalp, and face, I am pained everyday. My neck, shoulders, arms, and upper, mid and lower back are in pain at this very moment. I am tired of not dealing with this torture. All of this, with my great hopes, will be treated by these three new therapeutic medications.
p.s. Oh yeah, the Botox injections too! Mustn't forget the benefits of the Botox, you know?
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