Psychosis: Diagnosis, "Phobiatastic Lightening Scaredish Madness"

Kin, Good afternoon,

Just a brief holla out to let one and all know that I survived this afternoons monsoon. Whew! Torrential rain for well over an hour, lightening and thunder, and heavy winds. Scaring me and my hounds. I mean it was terrific, but damn it, it sure did have me anxious for quite a spell right there. I closed the blinds and front door so we wouldn't see the flashes of lightening. Ha! It was as if God was using a Polaroid camera with flash attached. Made not a difference...

...it was like, "flash" - then *BAM*! Rather than sit around like a fraidy cat, I tasked inside the Lodge. Once She-Who-Walks-Tall informed me of storms in Saint Petersburg, I knew it was a matter of time before it (the storm), arrived for afternoon tea. Damn! What an experience! Shit!

Wait. This isn't one of those "as you grow elder thing's?" Oh, naw Boo. I can't have that. I ain't got time for this! I've got bronchitis too! Hep me from myself somebody. Eileen, tell me this ain't so.

Oh, Hell NO! Another Psychosis! One that I will very truly learn to deal and work it to Deaf. ...

...diagnosis is "Phobiatastic Lightening Scaredish Madness". There's brief moments of insanity. Brief moments of clarity. Sudden and brief moments of Serenity...

...oh yes, my mind was and had to be very occupied and forced to maintain a focus and did very well by the simple tasks I preformed. Enough to break out in one of those fantastic sweats. Like where there's no need to wear a shirt sweats kind of sweat. Then to combine this with an "easy" Meniere's Attack, I was awkward and too clumsy, but I maintained a forced focus on what I was doing as I walked and tasked. I'm so silly, I didn't task that hard. Though I do try. I push it and I push. I'm thinking the heavy sweats were from the meniere's.

The hounds sleep and are resting now. As for I and I, I am able to turn the computer back on and connect with Kindred. I think I needed to have the strong feeling of connection. Seen. Just a spell to share...

...share love, peace and more peace, Mario