The movement in my skull reminds me that the worms remain. The wiggling and carrying on with sudden movement. I had hoped He-Who-Touched-My-Brain would've scooped them out when he was up in there three Mondays ago. Had also hoped they would have been spilt with the blood from the Bleeding.
A bleeding associated with Meniere's Disease I suspect isn't too common or does not come up too often. I have not read any articles or notes of interest on this subject. I am one of less than one hundred thousand world wide with a BAHA, Bone Anchored Hearing Aid. It's an implant and is a pretty descent form of creating a listening or hearing effect...
...I wonder how many other fellow BAHA user's have gone through similar issues as me and mine.
How many other Folks have had the procedures and surgery's time and time again?
Do patients fight and give their all to defeat the Meniere's? Take and have all of these medications that run through my veins with so little if any affect at all. Those that we have tried. Them that we discontinued...
...several injections into the ear that have been some of the most painful experiences in my life. Um, until that point in my life anyways.
Wait! Several beeps just came through. There was a message in this one for sure. Morse Code and it was no doubt coming out of Egypt. It was two K.G.B. and it was sent to the U.S. Secret Service. Something to do with the movement of a prisoner. Beep, beeping and more beeping. So irritable at times that there is nothing to do but to medicate and go to Dream World.
There have been trains entering and leaving my back yard for the past one hour and three quarter. NO! I mean as if there were trains in my immediate back yard! The cicada's and crickets have tagged along for the day too. Much of this coming from my Deaf Left Ear. The right good-bad-ear, has it's very fair share too! I would and could swear that I pick up sounds and noises out of both at the same time sometimes. I know I do.
He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, had informed me long ago of my being an anomaly. At first, I don't think I liked that much, but now I think if the cap fit's. I'll wear it. Through-out my days on Mother Earth, I have been one considered "out of the ordinary". Oui? Oui.
I know, you see. Because I was and am still not an ordinary sort. Simple yes, yet complicated too. I think this is the way it was meant to be. So it was written - so let it be done circumstance.
This sweating, nausea and dizziness is a combination that always makes me sick. I am getting to a point of being a mess. So please, I beg your pardon.
Love, peace and more peace, mario
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