Later on in the afternoon, it is 1449 and I have done well to avoid the bed. Temptation is tough and I am doing my best to keep from even getting to cozy on the sofa. Sleep is instinct post vertigo attack and there are parts of my Psyche that feel wrong for not sleeping. My body is worn and still aches and the Hole-In-The-Head has bled a wee bit and hurts.
My Left Deaf ear began to beep right about afternoon and hasn't stopped since. Damn it! Yes, it's Morse Code and yes, there's an urgency behind these messages from the Kremlin and D.C. Too many do not realize the relationship we have as country men amongst fellow Earth mates. If not for the old raisins and politicos, our countries would be two of the strongest allies on Earth Mother.
These irritating beep-beeping-beep-beeps, are alive and are transmitted and received clear as the day is bright. This is enough to have one wonder.
My right ear continues to pop and plop. Sometimes loudly. Enough to startle. Yes, it is so, and there's not one damned thing I can do about this. Nothing! And no, it isn't from swimming about - I have not been released for such activity. Besides, with this open wound that looks like a small caliber bullet was caught by my skull, I'd be afraid of catching the flesh eating disease and hell no, I'm not kidding. With the Meniere's living and living well within me, I am well aware that The Murphy's reside between these two ears of mine and they too raise their heads at a moments notice. The pops in the right ear are common. On occasion I'll get a pop in the left ear.
I made an attempt to return to my East Yard. Fed and watered our feathered cousins and picked up hound poop. You see, just in case you don't know, hounds tend to poop at sizes approaching Human. I began to sweat profusely and made it a short visit out of doors. From the North skies I see rains approaching and am glad for it. Please Great Spirit, Bless us with an abundant rain. Perhaps later after the Sun has set some I'll go to the South West yard and relax to stay awake.
My coordination and balance has been awkward and off center all of today. Have had to walk with a purpose and keep both telephones on my person. The-Human-Bumper-Car-Dude's back!
The dizzy tipsy remains and is functioning as an arm of Meniere's.
The knot in my throat has slowly subsided, but I continue to perspire and feel so dirty. Even though bathed last night - I still went to bed feeling untidy. I reckon it has something to do with the hole-in-my-head and the blood and the gross stuff that comes from it. Oh, please no infections.
I have a couple or few nieces and nephews who are my pen-pals, so I'll be off to jot down a few things for the dear young ones of our Clan...
...it is at this very moment that I have been invaded by giant cicadas and frogs! My goodness too damned loud. Like just now! Maybe now I take a walk up and down the center of our lodge. Kind of like "walking it off". Walk it off...
At this moment, there is nothing more for me to say.
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