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Today is 10 April, 2012. Shortly passed noon. Woke up this morning at 0700 and have fought from going back to sleep since. On Easter Evening, prior to sun set, close to 1900 I went to bed and slept until yesterday night at 2115. Shy of two hours later I returned to sleep. I'd rather not count the hours so I haven't.
Today, I want to stay awake.
Have been able to connect via Skype with my Honorable Daughter Number One, who lives far and far away. We caught up on things and she helped me fight the sleep. I have had the fortune of crossing Path's via telephone with a member of my Kinship. My Niece from Not-Far-From-The-Everglades, called and we had extraordinary connections and talks. What a special surprise for me. (And It was a splendid way of remaining awake). Some super motivational cosmic exchange of energy and what awesome love exchanged between Tio and Niece. Thank you Dahlin', you too carry extraordinary medicine. Your whole Family, carries this my dear. From your eldest child to your youngest. The medicine is there from parents to children and it's apparent to see that you and family also are walking differently.
I have continued to bleed since Friday, but bleed only onto and into the dressing cap I diligently wear. I continue to have pains in the area from the surgery that took place two weeks ago yesterday. I can report that swelling has gone down and I sense a healing taking place now. That was something I could not say until just this moment. It feels awesome to say it. Nice to read too!
I am keeping my eye's open and share with all Relations that I do in fact feel a change in my step since last Friday morning. I know I'm lighter in weight, thus there is a bright pep-in-my-step is taking place for sure...
...I'm walking differently.
It's just that I know something happened in my mind, heart, Spirit's and Soul that morning. Last Friday morning. If it were not for Great Spirit's intervention, I have a knowing that I would not be here today. In my simple mind it does not make sense that I lost so much blood and lived to tell it. Blessed, simply. And I know this.
No, I can not explain why not dialing the 911 for emergency services. Other than I didn't want them tearing and ripping up my Lodge, I can't make any excuses. I figured it was my time...
...I was very truly knocking on heavens door, I had no fear and had a calm that I wish I could funnel into jars to take a sip every once in a bit. What an experience it was indeed. Blessed.
This has been a huge educational piece for me. For my Bride, Kinfolk and Neighbours too. We can not afford one of those "Help I've fallen and can't get up" mechanisms - so we'll figure a way to keep me safe and a finger tip away from emergency aid. I've got to keep walking differently on this piece for sure.
Have I said this has been a huge educational piece for me? Honey please...
Wait! Please wait! I must report, inform and pass on the correct name of this baseball catcher's cup resting on the left side of my skull and head. It's tilting to the left side of my left deaf side. I will provide item name, manufacturer, and item number in case some one may have the need. It is the S-100, Glasscock Ear Dressing Kit. Oh yes, it is manufactured by oTomed. I do beg your pardon if you did not find any humour in this Glasscock, I apologize. I have a Glasscock on my head. It covers my entire left ear, implant and site of surgery. I rather fancy my Glasscock. This One most defiantly because it's made for an Adult Skull/Head. Wore a child's size "maybe" twenty four hours...now really. The Glasscock touches my face sometimes. My Glasscock...
...has me walking differently.
Good Day.
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