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Sunday, February 5, 2012

My Tolerance For Labels Isn't Much, I Promise

Hello, my name is Mario, and I won't take this White government, Chunks of Cow Chips no more!! It is a shittin' shame how some of these politico's have so many of you ALL, my Kinfolks and Relations really screwed up in the skull. From now on leave your politico ranting and propaganda for talking to others or your television! Speak with them in your circle who have same in common with you. I don't need to be recruited by Kinfolk, Kindred, television or the prerecorded telephone calls. I'm very okay like this.

I read and listened to the words of many as if I was listening to you speak them when reading your words and listening to your biased points of views and ill conceived notions of who I am. Maybe it is best off if we not speak of politics. Even, very seldom do I speak with my wife and grown children of who or which party they are affiliated with. It makes no difference to me. It's none of my business. Neither is it any of theirs which might be mine. I have known and have practiced this formula for a mighty many years. I believe it true, one should not mix political agendas with Kinfolk if Kinfolk do not have respect for space and boundaries...

..."one" thing I have very low tolerance for is Folks placing labels on me and my Energies. If we have contrasting points of view then it is so. Please, I do not "need" nor I wish to engage in some form of verbal fencing and run the risks of hurt feelings. Shit, mine or the other person. Politically I am good where I lay my hat.

Yes, I have very strong point's of view's - pertaining to much that is going on in my Country, The America's, The All of Africa, I have a solidarity with Kindred in Syria, Egypt, Ethiopia, Botswana, South Africa, Zimbabwe, Russia, Serbia, the U.K. and Germany. I have a strong desire for World Peace, you see. I pray for World Peace. So in all actuality, I have a solidarity with all Kindred and Relations around this globe known as Mother Earth...

... I wish for same peace here, for the Navajo, The Sioux, Cherokee, Comanche, Seminole and all Native First Nations of the U.S.of A., Canada and Mexico.

Too much hate in the world as there is........mine is more a loathing. I can not say the name of a person I hate at this moment. There are a some I do loathe and find their negative energy to be all absorbing and affects not only the individual the negative energy is directed to, but also their families and peers. Neighbors and friends.

Forgiveness is a strong and very empowering Blessing. When one is able to get that far in their lives that is a good and proper thing to do and way to live. Amends come to my simple mind. Forgiveness is a work in progress here in my skull...

...So no, please don't place a label on my emotions or beliefs. There is a peace with where I am. Yes, I may live and see contrary sometimes - this is my birth right. This is the way I was born and have been brought up, have had to see, hear, smell, listen to and taste. Forgiveness comes hard and heavy for those who have committed ills against me and my person. Also to the fucking dogs who sexually abused other members of my family.

I see that as long as Crow is contrary, this is the way I will live. My BELIEFS are mine. And your beliefs are Yours. I do not attempt to get you to join "my club" - so I sure as hell don't expect to be recruited by yours.
I have experienced serenity in my life and know what tranquility feels like. I am Blessed with too much insight and lack in breath to walk in hatred. My angers are mine. Yours are yours. I do not place label on you my friends.

My friend died of cancer last week. She was 33. My Dad passed from cancer - it ate him from the inside out. So palpable, I could smell it. I have had cancer scrapped from my face and lumps removed from my chest and penis - cancer, unless otherwise willed by my Great Spirit, my God, will eat me, my beliefs and health. I am not afraid of dieing. But, I sure as hell can say that my 33 year old friends death shook my cage. I have not been able to adjust to her Crossing yet.

I am still learning what "letting go and let God" means. I am simple. Always have been. When an injustice has been committed against one or thousands and no justice served - a void manifests and grows as my flesh, mind, body and Spirit's grow with me...

...to let go and let God.

 I have a Good idea where my Soul will be moving to when my flesh decides to resign from this Earth Mother. I love Life. I plan to live and it well.

Tomorrow is not guaranteed here, so damn it, I'll be pushing this cart until I can't push no more.

Viva Life!

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