I Like To Watch The Cars Drive By

I have not heard from the transportation department about my application for transportation aid. Today is really just day eight since I sent off the application to join the Secret Service. I was informed when this process started back in November 2011, that the application review would take twenty-one days or so. I sit here on pins-and-needles worrying and hoping and praying...

...getting this transport aid would assist me in many ways, most importantly making my appointments and then secondly, assisting me with a little liberation. Independence - you know. Get me out and about so that I may watch the car's drive by. Keeping track of license tags from out of state or out of country. There's a mess of Canadian tags down here this time of year. Bleeding Snow Birds...

...yes, I am still sad and blue. It is a package deal for me. Always has been...

...but when mourning is a part of the picture, my heart and Spirit's become heavier. Deeper.

It's still crazy to me to have life be..........to let go and let God...........my Spirit's say this to me...

Soon I will have the Grace to understand all of what it is my Spirit's say. For now I walk a simple Path and enjoy life simple like this.

Sometimes when my In-Laws transport me to and from appointments, I'll listen to the conversation going on and watch the cars drive by. In the morrow, my brother-in-law is transporting me to see Sir Dude. How the anticipation builds...

Sir Dude, damnit!