There was something cathartic about the "My List" yesterday that has assisted and aided me in wishing for more of a bath. Perhaps more of another cleansing. It was so much like the confessional that were required of me as a child and teen. And rarely as an adult as I had converted to Episcopal and then on to my Kindred Connection and subordination to my God...
...my Great Spirit. My conscience's. My life. My Spirit's, My Path.
Karma.
Thus, My List, Part II:
I really-really dislike what Meniere's Disease has done to my family and friends.
It is true, I am ANGRY, still because of this Meniere's Disease.
I hate the symptoms, the Meniere's Attacks and Post Attacks.
Imagine a day long sweat. Okai?
I love the sound of children laughing.
I love the sound of my hound's howl when we howl as a pack.
I love the smell of White Sage during ceremony.
I have accepted that some shit is, just the way some shit is.
I have apprehended a man who had snatched a Lady's purse and attempted to Car Jack another.
I beat the shit out of him.
I love Life. And love sunny Florida Day's, but when One has crossed the line, they've crossed it.
I have also come to the aid of two Police Officers. Both on different occasions. Both parades.
I love my wife with my Life. I would take a bullet in the skull for her and our daughter's.
I am a non-violent person.
I say, Please, just don't bring it to me. Because, then it's on.
I am a Veteran.
I loved throwing grenades.
I really truly enjoyed C-Rations.
I know today that my Mom and Dad, did the best they could.
Thank you, Mom and Dad, for raising 7 of us wild ass Mixed Blood's.
Yes, I know. I am learning that piece. Forgiveness.
I remember too much more than my sister born after me.
There's almost a dis-connect.
I have disengaged from many and several "kinfolk".
It is best for me. For now anyways.
I enjoy Garage Sailing and Open-Air Markets.
I love the smell of fresh hay.
I do not like conflict.
I avoid drama at all costs. When drama visits - I visit with it and shoo it away and be it gone.
I enjoy a pint of Guinness every once in a while.
My favorite Canadian Beer is Molson.
I enjoy Bud on tap in an iced mug.
If I had access to Rugby as a teen and young adult I would've participated.
The same with Cricket.
I dislike Golf. Very much.
I enjoy watching University Football very much.
The Tamps Bay Rays are my favorite Major League Baseball Team.
Manchester United my favorite Professional Football team.
I shoot pool/billiards.
I have confronted Racial disrespect in public.
Have been picketed by the KKK. My wife and daughters too.
I love the tweet-tweets of Baby Chicks.
I also love the song of The Red-Winged Black Bird.
I am neither there nor here. I take it minute by minute, you see.
I LOVE Old School Funk!
My favorite symphony is Beethoven's 9th. Since 1960-What? Oh, please.
I miss .05 cent candy.
I miss .10 bags of chips.
Wait! Okay.
I watch my pulse beat in my right wrist. Every night. I am amazed.
I remember when Black Folk walked that way home and the White's this way.
When Mixed Breeds and Latinos and Multi-Race Family's lived - walked away from both.
I know my eye orb's have seen too much.
There's nothing I can do about that.
I remember .01 cent bubble gum.
I'm done.
I wish love, peace and more peace for All of Mother Earth's inhabitants.
Ciao, me.
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