Straight off, let me offer my apologies to Relations for speaking in general ways...seems to me I would've known better after all of these years. Sometimes, these wonderful passions that dwell within...
Really, I did not mean to "hate" on anyone or anybody. I am blessed to be surrounded by so many Relations who love me genuinely and unconditionally. You see, folks, I know and understand very well, we all have job's to work, things to do, appointments to make, and live's to live.
What I did share will remain unedited. Hell, I meant what I said. It's because I do know and damn well understand.
Seems to me that maybe sometimes folks say things or make promises off the cuff. I know very well, "we" have have had these kind words and gestures extended at some time, point or another. It's just that I believe in the words folks speak. Um, I remember the words people speak...their promises.
One's words and a hand shake still mean something to me. Hell, I still conduct some business on a hand shake. It's just the way I live now days.
To best sum this up, I say this, I have learned to know that if I give my word to someone, Relation or stranger, I mean it and one could rightly know damn well I will keep it. If I decide to sign a contract with my hand shake - I'll do so, and keep it...
...I have also learned NOT to tell someone who is mourning, ill, or home bound, this, "If you ever need anything", "If I might be able to assist", or "Hey, just call, I'm here any time you need me!". Please.
For me it's personal.
I have sweated most of today, have shed tears, am nauseated +8, am dizzier than usual, slept for 2.5 hours earlier today because of it, and there is a siren from a Canadian ambulance roaring in my right ear. My Deaf Left ear is Deaf Silent at this moment.
My Sweet Lord, Thank You.
Walking my Path, one step at a time...
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