A Rain Forest

Turn back the clock night! 07 Nov.,2010. Turn back the clock night!

For us here in Central Florida and the Gulf Coast, it's 54 degrees outside and fifty anything degrees F., outside this time of year is ridiculous. No really, just utterly ridiculous! Although, I have always enjoyed the cool of Fall or the cold of Winter...I am a Child of the Fall, see, so I suppose it makes plenty sense...but, folks here are pulling out the parkas, hoodies, leather, fur and chimney's burning logs? Right...folks spark an early Christmas shopping rush at Beall's.


I continue to cry daily, sometimes several times a day. There have been times of an out pouring of uncontrolable weeping, sobs, and on occasion sounds, that come from with-in my Spirit's...that sound Wolf like...as from the gut and the throat. Most of my crying is very private...it is private.

At this moment a Rain Forest surrounds the folds of my brain...the sounds of crickets, frogs, and the night bird...it is so loud and clear tonight, I can differentiate their songs and sounds and am able to pick up gator in my back yard...LOUD, LOUD!

...hold it please, while on the topic of the folds of my brain, I am uncertain as to whether I have mentioned that my Doctor-With-All-The-Tools, is the only person to touch my brain. Ever. My Dear Good Doctor, touched my brain to make way for a snip-snip. In a Spiritual way I am connected to Doc. In an extraordinary way, he let my brain come into contact with the very air we were breathing...he touched my brain! I don't know too many folk who have had their brain touched by somebody...I don't know any body now that I think about it.

In my right ear there is an increase in the puffing affect as if my right ear is puffing full...these are bothersome and remind me time and again about my last surgery. I also go into instant stand by with concern of vertigo attacks. I have had what sounds like an old Air Raid siren in my right ear on and off for two days. There also continues to be momentary total loss of hearing...and yes. it has been reported. Really?! Momentary total loss of my damn hearing!!

At this moment my nausea level is a -6 and my dizzines level a 6. Other than very sharp stabbing pains on the left side of my skull, every once in a while, I have no pain.

I have been compelled to sleep more the past three days. Sort of like shutting things down or off for a spell. They're not planned. Sleep time and Dream World come when time comes. Many times, I reckon, my body over-rides and just closes shop.

Am wanting to nest again!!

Walking The Path...
...Mario