Meniere's Disease And Mind Games

Dearest Kinfolk, Kindred and Relations,

I have been awkward for several days now. The balance and coordination piece is off a good percentage. I tell you, walking at the store with the Big Red Dot was dangerous Saturday past.

The dizziness has been consistently foul since last week. It is the dizziness that creates the drama during a simple walk down the isle of any place. Even where shopping is a pleasure, it is absolutely my business to keep an eye out and have all sensory processes on the ready. This is a taxing task that totally exhausts me...

...this is where the sweating and perspiring plays a huge part. There I times when I have left an air conditioned market with my shirts stuck to my body and sometimes so stirred I have the bulge of nausea in my throat. Hey! Speaking of which, I vomited jello. Yes, jello? I have had my yogurt's revisit my mouth. Yesterday afternoon during Father's Day meal, I came mighty close to vomiting at the dining table. Spaghetti too! Oh goodness!

My Deaf Left ear is listening to the live electricity passing through the wires in my brains. My right Hard of Hearing one has a damned forest chock full of crickets, frogs, cicadas and locusts! It's hideous and so freaking loud!

Come Thursday, I will be having a sit down with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. Thursday's 21 June. I am happy about this. The wound wear surgery was performed two weeks ago today continues to heal. No blood or fluids during the day. Only at night while wearing the silicone disc. I can see very well that this wound has been totally different than wounds of the three or four prior surgeries to the left side of my head and skull. There are four stitches remaining. No doubt, Doc or an assistant will be there to snip these not-so-dissoluble-stitches. Ha! Feels as if I have guitar strings sticking out the side of my indented wobble head,

Was recently with family for a gathering and celebration. There was a guest who is Kinfolk, who asked if I was picking up the HBO on the dish? At first it chaffed my ass, but then I brushed it off and joked back. Didn't know what else to say. Hell, I sure do hear and listen to some rather maddening sounds and noises indeed. Side bar some other time.

At this moment, I am dizzy in a tipsy sort of way, gagging and my head perspires. Perhaps it is time to take a rest or step out of doors a spell. Yes, I will step out.

My Baby Daughter moved out of home this morning. My Daddy Heart is heavy and sad. Sam, I love you so much dahlin'. My tiny little Baby. Oh, what's a Dad to do?

There will be a scar on the side of my skull. Right above my left ear and the abutment. I must see about putting something on here soon. I don't mind a pretty in pink scar, but I'm not open to any more snip and cuts at this moment. Tomorrow? Maybe. Just not right now, Eh?

Caio.