Kinfolk, Kindred and Relations,
Salutation's to all who read these words. These that have manifested from with in my Spirit's and Vibrations.
I wish to share the experiences I have had today with the Meniere's Disease and it's symptoms, and those symptoms that are produced by these other symptoms. No, it really might not make much of any sense, but I know what I mean.
Nausea, has been troublesome today. An elevator ride with the high gags to the sensations that the vomit sits right at my Adam's apple. I burp hoping still that this impolite gesture may assist me with the disgusting nausea scene. I wonder how many shades of pale goes the skin that covers me and this Human Shell.
Dizziness has been present through most of today. I am dizzy at this moment, as in a tipsy dizzy. Three beers and a tilt-a-whirl ride at the carnival type of dizzy. My balance and coordination have been dangerously close to me just staying in bed...
...which to me would have been throwing in the towel and letting the Meniere's Disease rule this day and my business. The "business", is me and is the pushing my body and mind forward and further. I don't want the white flag of truce. I want to work this and insure I have a strong and rewarding life style. Something I think, we are all working on getting to in our lives. I know I have since childhood known this. My mind, body and Spirit's are my business.
The Wound, from last surgery continues to bleed and pass fluids. Have reported such to doctor.
Monday, is but three days away. I am being admitted as an in house patient then and will have surgery at 12 Noon. The anticipation is madness inducing. Please, He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, please hook me up with some awesome cut and snip it. I hope and pray all goes well...
...I wonder how many other's with this disease go through this process and changes.
This bad good right ear, has gone silent several times today. It's presently listening to the high voltage wires over there next to our house. Not really you know, but this is what it is I am listening to. My Deaf right ear is roaring. As if under a water fall roar. Every once in a spell I get these horrible pains on the left side of my skull and near the implant.
I've got to be headed back up down South soon and something terrible. The Spirit's beckon mine as I hear the drum beat within calling me home.
Keep me in mind, my Relations.
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