My Dear Relation's,
The Meniere's has my throat and has a mighty fine grip. I burp with hopes of relief. Such a waste of time and energy. I would like to vomit, hoping that would cure this disgusting gag.
The dizziness is as if the top of my skull and head spin slowly. Intoxicatingly spinning. I have no medication in my system to aid me. I have not yet found the medication that works in me. I step carefully and walk with caution and purpose...
...it's ridiculous when I trip over my own four legged cane. My other leg's. Am I so goofy? No?
My head perspires and the sweat on my chest and back takes hold of my shirt. Maybe it's because I sweat so much that I have lost this weight. I hadn't considered such.
There has been something I have heard and listened to, three or four times over the past week. Sir Dude, would call it an Audio Hallucination, I'm sure. He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, calls me an anomaly, and there are some in my Circle, my dear Kindred, would share that I am hearing Earth Mother speaking...
...before I go any further, I will express my utmost gratitude, love and respect for Mother Earth letting me of all the Folk to hear and listen. A few short days ago, there were moments when the sound was so clear and so audible that I asked my Bride if she was hearing what I was listening to. So sadly she was not.
Earth Mother, does not speak in language. I have learned Earth Mother, makes a sound from the Earth and of the Earth. It is a deep, low, almost humming or groaning sound. A sound you hear, yes, but also feel in the Center...
...an Om, that is long in breathe. With varying depth, sound and resonation. Yes, Kindred, I consider this a Blessing from Great Spirit and Earth Mother, of course. I just wonder why now?
At this moment the sounds in my Deaf left ear is a series of beeps that come and go and seem to almost have an energy of their own. Start off slowly - build to a certain loudness - then drifts off slowly. I don't know the "why's". This stuff just happens. The beeps sound like messages from far away. Morris Code or something similar to that...
...the hard of hearing right and I are listening to raindrops hitting our tin roof porch and the sounds of the electric wires running from my metal plate to the titanium implant on the left side of my head and skull...
...Stevie Nicks sings softly into my one ear hole to the brain. She's the one who sings at night...
I have slept much since Saturday past. I suspect that the drama with Verizon and an outing with the Gurr's, may have been a bit much. I was hit by a series of Meniere's symptoms in quick succession at the store with the big red dot and exited sweating bad and ill. Today, I am exhausted and have limbs sore and achy.
This is all.
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