A Surgical Procedure This Morn, Cut, Snip And Stitch

Greetings Relations,

I'll make this this a brief communique because I am preparing for a surgical procedure this morning. The time is scheduled for 1115.

I will be having a lump removed from my penis. From the very same place I have had a lump removed before. This lump has grown immediately under the scar and is considerably larger than the lump previously removed.

I am anxious, and yes, I am scared and nervous too.

One reason I am anxious is that even in a doctors office I am uncomfortable exposing my privates to other Women. Perhaps it is silly, but this is the way my mind works. My privates are mine and my wife's and I am unaccustomed to pulling Mr. Wang, out for others to see. I am scared and nervous too because I do not look forward to this at all. This is more like I am unpleased with this whole process of cut, snip and sew and then send specimen to laboratory.

The waiting is the hardest part and is something else that works my nerves really bad.

While at this doctors office I shall also have procedures done on my face and under my right arm because of peculiar lumps and one odd lesion.

So, yes I am a bundle of nerves at this moment. Please keep good energies, prayer and love directed this way.

I am nauseated. dizzy and am perspiring. A very uncomfortable morning indeed.

Love, peace and more peace,
me