Plenty of rain and grey skies out...looks same-same out of doors as I feel under my dome. The house telephone was down for a while even.
Had to meet Dr. Psyche via telephone due to transport issues...not the first time for either, but all in all, my nerves were calmed to hear his voice. Something was different about our talk today though. Not sure what it was. Yet. I'll process the talk and self-analyze...have little doubt I won't figure it out sooner than later.
There is a new obnoxious noise to share from this meniere's disease...at this moment and for the past hour and one half, I have heard what sounds like one dozen rubbish trucks in reverse. As in making that beep-beep-beeping sound to warn others of danger when backing up. These are so freaking loud! It is much more than distracting - so distracting, distracting is far from what I really want to say...I just can't find the word. I can't rest. I can't concentrate, can't read...
...I am nauseated at a 9 - I want to throw up, dizziness is an eight and am sweating bad. Am exhausted. The plopping in my right ear continues as does coordination and balance issues. Think it best I go lay down a spell...even if it is to listen to these rubbish trucks at work between my ears.
If there were ear plugs to use from the inside out. I would approve of it's use...that is, of course, should such be approved by my insurance company.
I mean, really?
WTF is one to do?
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