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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

...consequences...

The sleeping has continued and am ashamed to say I have slept well over one hundred hours since last Wednesday evening. It has been one hell of a heavy consequence. Have never had post vertigo attack symptoms go on for this long...lingering, as if enjoying the torment. It's mad, but I would much rather be in bed right now...am so tired of being tired. Exhausted still.

Today is yet another dreadful day with the bad nausea. A "9", I suspect. My talk has become affected by the fullness in my throat...as in, to sometimes stutter or am slurred. The dizziness is sick and has me by the all-of-me. I am sweating profusely, even after a cool shower minutes ago and am in an air conditioned enviroment. My body aches and is sore...

...there is a pinging going on in my left deaf ear. Consistant like this...pinnnnng... pinnnnng...pinnnnnng.....pinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng and fucking pinnnnnnnging. My right-good-bad-ear is roaring with an undescribable noise. My balance and coordination is just this side of way off, so it is necessary to walk with purpose. Presently, there's more purpose than much of anything else. I've thought.

Look. Ten minutes ago I have just had another vertigo attack. Am in it right at this moment. Want to get this out there! Oh. I have to go.

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